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bye, mom! bye, dad!

hmm..

been to the tuition class again this morning, heard that the tuition class will be held on weekends when the school starts. i hope i will made it up to 40kg next year, it's my only wish for these holidays. being 38kg is fun though but, i want to feel normal for once. hahaa, i dont care if my weight will decrease after January 2009 after i made it to 40kg because i already know that my weight will decrease again when the school starts. plus, there'll be loads of things to settle on January - as ussual. i didnt take my breakfast this morning, maybe that's why i swallowed 3 KFC original fried chickens as soon as i'm home. that's the first time i ate 3 fried chickens in one time. hahaa. i'm so happy for myself because this showed that i have the potential to become 40kg!!

hm, other than that. there's no one texting nonsense stuff to me anymore. i asked my friends about the number this morning and how sad it was to hear that none of them know it. hm, you just wait behind your mama, scardy cat because i'm coming to choke you and cut your throat. dont you worry about that. you think i have never meant to kill people ehh?? i almost killed a boy when i was 5 and i did that on purpose - i'm not afraid to tell the truth. i said i'm different before, right? ahh, that remembered me of one more incidents when i was accused for pushing a girl down the playground slide at the kindergarten. do you think i'm one of the messed up people?? well, your opinion is none of my business because that's your opinion and i dont mind about that. you good people always think stuff. bad stuff, good stuff, nice stuff etc.
'nuff said.

so, mom and dad drove off to the airport. they're going somewhere far away from here though. i was left with my brothers. hm, i wonder what's it like to be left for the first time. hahha. no, not the first time. i was just joking around my own blog. haha. do you like to be left behind?? i dont. i'd like to be left alone than to be left behind. there's difference between the two of these. okay, i think that's all folks. buhbye!

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