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welcome home, Mom and Dad!

hm,

last night, about 8++pm Mom texted me telling that she'll be on the plane on 9pm but then, the flight was delayed for 30 minutes [as i remembered..] so Mom texted me again. i dont mind if the flight was delayed for hours, let it be but, they'll have to bring my Mom and Dad home safe and sound. yepp, that is wayy more important than anything else. moreover, i asked my Mom to buy me some chocolates from the airport so, those chocolates gotta be in my mouth before anything happen to them. nyahahahaa! yeahh, i texted my mom and asked for chocolates - how childish can i get sometimes. wahahhaa!

me: bu, nanti tolong belikan coklat. dah lame tak makan.

Ibu: Insya'allah kalau Ibu ingat nanti Ibu beli. kat sini takde coklat de,
smpai KLIA nanti lah.

me: nanti Ibu ingat an lah pasal coklat. [i typed "pasang alarm, hehe."
but, i backspaced the words]


at home, i'm feeling weird and hungry! i didnt eat so well since Mom and Dad left. i dont want to eat the rice but, i ate them anyway because there's nothing else to eat. me and my brothers had eaten all the breads and by that time, we're out of it. hahaha! in the evening, i will drink the carbonated drink, Coke, to full my empty stomach. if i'm too lazy to take any glass, i will just drink it through the big 1litre bottle and felt like swirling and twirling around the house. hahaa. i'm not very good at drinking carbonated drinks, thats why i dont buy them at school. weehehhe! then, at night i'll eat the rice with nothing like, soups or curries or anything. i enjoy eating the rice that way. hm, on the third day without Mom, me and elder brother tried to eat the breakfast like normal people do but, we found something in the food. ughh! i felt so astonished and my heart felt like it was crashed into pieces because what are we going to eat now!!! i dunno about my eldest and younger brother - what did they have for breakfast??!

so, we waited for lunch time. i hoped that 'the helper' will cook something logic - something that i can eat or maybe she can just cook anything but, dont put anything that is freaking weird in the food. i will loose my appetite if she cooked the food the same way she cooked the breakfast. how disgusting.. ugh! now i feel like puking on the laptop screen.......phee-eeww! she did that many times but luckily, we found out. believe me, you dont want to eat things that she cooked. she cooks weird stuff. i remembered one time when i felt so madd, i felt like living the house because of the 'things' that she cooked. 'nuff said lahh. gross aje. i'll blame her if i dont weight 40kg on January 2009!!! aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh!! [is she trying to kill us all??]

i miss my friends!! yepp, so baddly...

i want to get back to the old days
when the phone would ring and i know it was you
i want to talk back and get yelled at
fight for nothing, like we used to
oh! kiss me. like you mean it, like you miss me
'cos i know that you do
i want to get back, get back with you!



*ye, ye. almost every girls in my class dah kiss my cheeks dah pun. ahahaha! tak salah ohh lirik lagu uhh. yepp, sometimes we do fight about those little things and yell at each other for fun. hahaa, but i rarely yell at my friends. they;re my buds, cant help it. hihihiikk!

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