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I Longed For This Day



After 42 loooong yet so short holidays, Ibu and Ayah will be back - yeah, home at last.


Since they left, obviously many unexpected things had approached my days. Yeah, on the second day they went away, I lost my shoes at school. Well, technically, someone stole those pairs and never return it. IDK if I will cry when I get the chance to tell Ibu about this. Fate. Ibu and Ayah was not at home, there's no one telling me what to do so, school is the only place I could at least try to do things happily - with my friends, of course. Unfortunately, since me and my shoes were unwillingly seperated, I lost interest to go to school. I only came when the teacher wanted us to return the textbook and the last day of school to take away my belongings.


Grrr..I still wish I could just toss that stealer head off his or her neck, brutally throw it hard on a wall and laugh out loud like a banshee.


Mann, I hate stealers - bloody hell hate 'em.


Again, I felt sorry for the stealer because I had accidentally cursed his or her parents to death. Actually, I quite did it on my own will but, things happen you'all. Dear.. for heaven sake, if he or she could just confess and apologize. I am easily melted when people apologize - totally. APOLOGIZING, a strong word yet very little people do this thing. Why on earth..??


If only I could tell you, Ibu. "Someone stole my shoes at school. Teachers scolded me for playing hide-and-seek with my friends during recess. She even cursed, I heard her clearly. I had to eat those dishes I don't really want to eat because there's nothing else I could rely on. I fell sick, I barf out my lunch at your sink without you telling me to sleep and tucking me in bed. Then, I've got this disease where I feel like scratching to death because of the dishes I ate - as u know, I'm alergic to seafood. If you're the one who's cooking, I swear this won't happen. I have to take care of myself. I have to take medicine and remind myself to eat those again every 4 hours after meals. I always think of you when I gone for solat. I pray for your health and Ayah's. My friends went away to play with their parents at a theme park when I have to spend time at home receiving texts telling me, "It was FUN!!". I remember when once you said, "It's hard for me when I first time get sick after your granny died." .Now, I know how that feels too. Whatevr it is, I know you've gone for a while for goodness. I hope this family will get better and better when you and Dad are home!"


Ibu called, told us all to sleep this evening. She'll be at the airport pretty late - well, technically, very early in the morning. I won't sleep at the airport - I don't want to. I want to wait for my parents wide awake if I could. Truly, I miss my Ayah and Ibu's hug and kish kish kish. Hahaha, what? Children don't get spoilt if they're pampered with love and care, right? I love you, Ibu and Ayah.


End. With love and regards to all.



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