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Kiss the pain away,

tomorrow will be chinese new year . i heard from a friend that we've got new muslim relative . i am ever glad that she converted . i am psyched for her - congratulations ! though i never met you , i didn't even know your name , just hearing about you made it this far with all courage almost bring me to tears . o' Allah , you saved another soul . do not fret about anything coming your way . your new family here is welcoming you . Allah know best - He will help . He will guide you to do the right thing after this . just keep on having faith . you will be guarded . AMIN .

and , i've been reading entries in my cbox . my Filipino sister , she said that perhaps she'll be joining this blogosphere again . i just hope that she will because i will be able to keep in touch in whatever she's doing through her blog . we have not spoken for years , maybe . perhaps that recording was the last call from her . i have no idea that we'll be keeping track of each other for this long . maybe someday i'll be making enough money to fly myself across the border - fly myself to you . ha ha . that sure sounds fun . hm , i just want to let you know that everything's here is fine . i am making great friends here in college . i had fun all these wonderful years . and i'm becoming twenty on January next year . i knew you since i was fourteen - wow , that make five consecutive years . ha ha another ten years and we can celebrate jubli perak (or 25th anniversary) . sounds fun ?

today's Saturday . last night , a friend texted me regarding the maths assignment which i 50-50 had in mind . ugh . and both of us , well i bet practically everyone , didn't bring any books home for the hols . we'll have to be back in college next Tuesday . what a short mid semester break . mother said so . i guess i'll be staying up so late solving those mathematical problems . and regarding our english assignment : yes , boss . i've made it clear to every group members that we have not finished with it yet so , please be aware that we need to hand in this work soon , guys ! even i have not printed these bullshits yet . ha ha . at least , i have settled my part . and then , comes the day to present this research - which i have no clue on how to present . okay , maybe a little bit . we , uhh no , i mean somebody have to work with Power Point and things . kyaaaaa~

swirling and diffusing into a black-hole .

meanwhile , the practicum have to come out with ideas for Ideca project . the paper works and all . after that we have to settle with our What-so-ever-entrepreneurship-thingy Day , uhh , that's not the name exactly . i was just being harsh . hope the whole practicum will be teaming up in peace and work out who's going to be who - play part as the manager , the props dudes , the ghosts , the vamps , the crawling body , the undead , the cashier , the ticket-printer etc. . blah blah blah . before that , we have to participate in Homecoming activities . i have only little knowledge about this but , all i can think of is it will be the time to hang out with my buddies . my buddies . my buddies . i miss them . ha ha .

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