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disturbiahaha!

hmm,

today i went to the tuition class and believe it or not,
English class was cancelled at the last minute.
so, we spent more time on Mathematics. weee~
I found this chapter is not very easy but once you get it,
you got it! [wahahaa, i found this phrase in a book]
and I was so happy because I finished the homeworks.
i think i had finished them all, i hope so.

after that, i turned on the laptop and got my butt on the chair.
i did stare a lot this evening. at least, it's an activity. duh!
hm, i ate when i got hungry and then my stomach was full.
yumm! i'm a full tank! cant load some more food underneath my belly.
lalalaaa~ i'm not that full lahh.

then, i checked my phone if there's any message or missed call.
unfortunately, there was N.O.N.E of those.
i felt soo alone for a minute [i'm always like that].
to prevent my heart from broken a lot more, i turn my sight to
the laptop screen once again. hehehee!
did some more staring, got hungry and stuffed some food in my tummy.
today's food were, boringgg~
i wished i could eat something more delicious than all these
but, it's okay though because these food can filled my stomach too.
so, i planned not to eat this night.

about 7++ pm, i bathe myself with heated water. then,
i realised i missed my baby blue smiling star shaped body brusher.
hmm, it's in my parent's bathroom and,
everytime i thought of taking it upstairs to my bathroom, i forgot.
very much frustrating. hahaa..hmm,
('.') - a moment of silence

013-6228126 !!!
kate name dy Farid. bla bla bla lahh.
pikir aku budoww ke hape.
tetibe call orang, aku jawab 2 kali. haha!
padan muke. abes duwet engkau aje. bahlul tul.
pstu, ibu aku suro tnye sape.
aku pun tnye lahh. hahaha! mmg niat nk tnye pun.
bukan tu je, niat nak carut skali. duh an.
sape punye anak ntah. gata betol.
kalau kaw Farid Kamil baru lahh aku terhegeh-hegeh nak b'sms.


this night, i made a pancake with no molasses[btul ke?].
hmm, i thought of eating molasses once but,
changed my mind because i know that it is TOO full of sugar, i think.
molasses are the syrup that you pour on pancakes.
oo, ohh! suddenly i remembered about my little brother's English Jump-a-Start Game.
we can learn and play games at one time! i got so excited everytime
I played that game. hhahaha! i want to play that game again but,
i dunno how to install it into the computer. hmm,
i'm not good at installing stuff. esp, when it comes to cracking codes.
it's cracking, right? ahh, i dunno lahh.
nanti2, i'll learn lahh from my brother whenever he has time.
:DD

hmm, i ate the pancake with my little brother.
we finished it all but then, my mother asked if there's any left for her
but.. there's nothing. not even the leftovers or small crumbs.
hihi, poor mom. i felt guilty though and thought of making another one.
but, i'm too tired. i'm getting sleepy. [she's eating something now]
after that, we watched tv. then, i went to play with my little brother.
hahaha. we sang songs and dance like music maniacs.
i shaked my hair up and down, left and right like the rockstars in MTV
which sang on dark stages. lalalaa~ [i'm such a dreamer].
weehehe! pretending to be one sometimes.

:]

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