" OOHMERULE "

Assalamualaikum 💗 I heard that it is harder to gain weight than to lose it. At least that's what happens to me.  Now if I can put an equation to explain that, 36kg ≤ Umi ≤ 45kg Abnormal? Yes. I heard about what happens on the contrary, too. Another thing that I heard (from my cousin), "I tried to gain weight too when I was your age but I don't remember to weigh that little. Anyways,  struggle's the same - I couldn't stop thinking about it, too. Just like you, I tried to feed myself more than the average. I literally eat more than the average girls. Any girl can stop at second chicken or their third ones but I usually stopped at my fourth or fifth. Alas, that can only get me as far - 1kg. It's frustrating, you see, because I was struggling. I cried. I got angry. I wonder just what went wrong with my body. Everyone else is living in their own ideal body type. I'm stuck at 'skinny'. I understand how you feel.

Assalamualaikum 💗 I'm doing fine, first and foremost. I love what I'm doing now. I'm happy with what I've decided. Even though life can get a little bumpy every now and then but life's doing great. It has been two years since mom's passing, two years since I finished my degree, two years since my emotional recovery. Well, almost two years. Now, I'm doing my master’s degree. Pursuing whatever there is to please mom. Not solely but of course, I'm doing this for myself and the people around me. Ahh *sighh mom wanted to see this. Hey, last week almost feel as if my mom's dua is coming true. Thanks to you, good people, I manage to get back on my own two feet. I am forever thankful for this and for my super strong support system. I do not have the slightest idea on how to repay such kindness, but I'll try my best to be good, do good just so their support all this while won't go to waste. WALLAHI, if there's o

Assalamualaikum 💗 Hi. I've been thinking of a content to post about. I thought of some but whenever I wanted to start posting, things flew off my mind. Hehe Whatever the content was - it has always been about reflection of my everyday life or Mom. Always jumping to and from those two topics. Probably because that's what I've been putting my mind to a lot recently. I am doing fine (almost great) everyday. Always able to maintain happy thoughts, think positively, give out advises again. Most importantly I am able to rationalize things and reflect calmly. Most of my friends notice, yes, because it clearly shows. I can go out again, work, get things settle, exercise andddddd go on social media! I used to avoid those things during my unhappy terms with life. Hey, i found this in draft and i think it needs to be posted. I wonder when is this supposed to be posted.