" OOHMERULE "

you bet everything is still neatly hanged in my memory store . only this everything is not exactly like how i had once pictured it to be . it seems kind of the opposite . just like the picture below . i expected it to appear just like how i've viewed it in my flash drive . however when i uploaded it , it turned out being flipped upside down . "so take the photographs and still frame in your mind , hang it on a shelf in good health and good times"                                                                                                                  - Time of Your Life reality - something that is not virtual . when you pinch yourself , you're totally not dreaming . you are viewing it first-person . it is fragile - once decision is made there's no backing out . it is either you made it or you ruined it . it's not a game which you can wait to be spawned again within seconds . it continues in a cycle - you have to go with it without bufferin

tomorrow will be chinese new year . i heard from a friend that we've got new muslim relative . i am ever glad that she converted . i am psyched for her - congratulations ! though i never met you , i didn't even know your name , just hearing about you made it this far with all courage almost bring me to tears . o' Allah , you saved another soul . do not fret about anything coming your way . your new family here is welcoming you . Allah know best - He will help . He will guide you to do the right thing after this . just keep on having faith . you will be guarded . AMIN . and , i've been reading entries in my cbox . my Filipino sister , she said that perhaps she'll be joining this blogosphere again . i just hope that she will because i will be able to keep in touch in whatever she's doing through her blog . we have not spoken for years , maybe . perhaps that recording was the last call from her . i have no idea that we'll be keeping track of each other f

"... thinking all love ever does is brake and burn and end but, ..."                                                                                                      - Begin Again hello there , dear Earthlings . so , it's been awhile since mid-sem hols start . another two days it will be a month . please don't give up on me because i'm still trying to catch up on you - though i found out you've deleted a memory . eff that , i don't care . i'd like to apologize because i did the same only , differently . "...starting to forget the way you look at me ..."                                                                           - Be Alright i promise her not to be sad . i promise her i won't cry (yeah, you bet i won't. it's a small matter like you've said) . i promise her to stop thinking about it . i promise her to not feel so torn apart . i promise myself that i will fake this out for her . now , i am at home pre