" OOHMERULE "

back to writing - feeling like it's a must, only for this once. i don't know. something just calls me to write today because i am currently not very happy but, happy is the only way anyway. remember when we were so much younger than ever? and probably happier. well , i remember most of everything. i could not be any more grateful that i am now not a nuisance, thank god, i am actually happy with whatever god is giving me. i am sincerely and truthfully am grateful. how can i not be? it's just that growing up is not some other chapter you know you'll get through. it is harder than i imagined it would be but still, growing up is a fine thing to do. i am feeling fine. maybe it's the weather. maybe it's hormonal changes. maybe it's the feeling of uncontentment . maybe it's just another phase of seeing things in different point of view. however , there's actually things happening here and there that needs concern. i need