"The name is Umirul. Staying in Malaysia. Currently following a cartoon series, ADVENTURE TIME on telly. I have many desires, imagination and specialty. Adores people who have high confidence towards themselves. Enjoy various good music. Rarely trust living things for they can easily lie."

"I also love to read, read, read and EAT. I read tons of mangas and watch loads of animes. Oh yes, I used to love MMORPG games. Haha. I have once chose a box of cereal and a pillow featuring Strawberry Shortcake as birthday presents."


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Free Quran Education
Friday, 10 March 2017

Since I love cartoons so much, I might as well get some cartoons to lecture me. Hahaha. Well, they are good cartoons - creatively illustrated, detailed with subtitles and all. All the highlights are well interpreted. Good cartoons, yes!

And what made them better is that these cartoons are made out of just pure kindness. What's the word? Hmm (still the finding the right word...)

I mean, the illustration are somebody's courtesy. These videos can be watch for free. It's the education of Quran and people are giving the lecture for free. Yea, kindness like that.

You do it out of love. Just for da'wah.

And how great it is that it is then watched by people like me who needs help, who needs good words for consolation. Who just needs motivation to keep going. Mann, they are making full use of their talent, I'm telling you. If any one of you good girls and boys do such act of volunteering like this, well, you know what rewards you after that.

As the English saying goes, "The most beautiful heart is the heart of a volunteer".

Oh yes, they got manyyyy videos that could give you guys simple yet very detailed interpretation of ayah of the Quran and they could be inspiration to do good, to change, well, basically whatsoever. You guys can just browse FreeQuranEducation at Nouman Ali Khan will be the voice-over of the video. Yepp. Not gonna waste your time, seriously. You're going to love it.

Oh. And please spread the videos to your friends. Pass the link. Pass the good words. Practice whatever you learn. Give thumbs-up to the videos, positive feedback(s). Go, go, go!

Of A Second Chance (Part II)
Thursday, 9 March 2017


I am back with new kind of gooodd spirit, yay. Haha.

After lots of consideration, advices and time spent listening to a number speakers online, I've come to realise that if I ever have faith within then I'll just have to accept that there are always silver linings behind every obstacle.

A speaker have said that, "When a person comes to God with the intention to repent even if his fault is as big as a mountain, Allah forgives. And if there's greater gift than a forgiveness towards His slave, it's Him turning that mountain of sins into good deeds since this person has genuinely repent".

He also added that if one is to question himself wether he is forgiven or nay, he quoted the ayat from Quran (I can't quite recall the exact ayah but it's something that goes like, "When a slave repents, We (Allah) forgive". And as a believer, we should know that Allah keeps his words. He also said, just have faith that Allah swt has forgives the minute you cried and asked for His forgiveness because He mentioned it in Quran.

No need to trouble yourself thinking wether you've been forgiven or not. Focus on the new you and keep yourself from repeating the same mistakes.

A female speaker said, "Begs to Allah swt for the things you want. Be it a forgiveness, a place up in Heaven or anything. Allah loves those who begs to Him. And it's the right thing to do. You know when you beg to people it'll only make people push you away. Nobody likes a needy person. No one likes beggars. But, not Allah. Allah loves it when His slaves beg from Him for the things that we want. So beg. Keep asking from Allah swt".

I'm no longer sad. If my mistake brings me closer to my Creator then I have nothing to fret or complain about. Infact, it now felt like a blessing. I just hope that I can always be this concious and later be greeted at the gate with, "So welcome and be happy those who have believed" instead of, "Have no messenger is sent to you with a reminder?". Aminn

Of second chance
Thursday, 23 February 2017

i have not regret anything in my life.

and maybe i have not taken any lessons quite seriously before.

i don't know if, now, life is trying to make me live with a past i cannot change or what but i can feel myself losing weight again (i lost so many kilos already) and i think i am not in a good condition, i do not take care of my health, my daily water intake. well, everything is not okay.

i do not feel okay myself,

i cannot seem to bring myself to forgive me for what i have done and i sort of solely believe i have to mend things first in order to feel right and start doing things for myself.

i cannot forget the fact that i did something so wrong in so many ways. oh yes it was wrong. i pray to god: Give me the chance to make this right. I promise to do this in the right way. I promise I'll work hard and not take things for granted again. Lord, help me for I cannot seem to forgive myself. I'll change. I'll invent a whole new me. I'll be good. Let me fix this, ya Rabb.

i do not want to live a lie anymore.

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