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Gaining weight struggles

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I heard that it is harder to gain weight than to lose it.

At least that's what happens to me. 
Now if I can put an equation to explain that,


36kg ≤ Umi ≤ 45kg



Abnormal? Yes.



I heard about what happens on the contrary, too.



Another thing that I heard (from my cousin),



"I tried to gain weight too when I was your age but I don't remember to weigh that little. Anyways,  struggle's the same - I couldn't stop thinking about it, too. Just like you, I tried to feed myself more than the average. I literally eat more than the average girls. Any girl can stop at second chicken or their third ones but I usually stopped at my fourth or fifth. Alas, that can only get me as far - 1kg. It's frustrating, you see, because I was struggling. I cried. I got angry. I wonder just what went wrong with my body. Everyone else is living in their own ideal body type. I'm stuck at 'skinny'. I understand how you feel. I used to be in your shoe."



She adds,



"Just don't push yourself too hard. Don't hate your body. You'll get to your ideal BMI on time. You'll love yourself and you'll look prettier than you already are. There's nothing wrong with you, really. Look at me now, the inner parts of jeans worn out since I got pregnant. I never understand what's really happening until my friend vent to me about having no thigh gaps and being fat. I'm now considered fat. Those coconut butter oil they sell on pharmacies? They don't work. Haha. Now I have cellulite on my tummy, the baby's coming out and I just hope I can go back to having my beautiful skin."



I swear to God that was the utmost nice thing she has ever say to me. Thank you, Dr Afifah.














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