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it is peaceful when no one text me,

hoho ten days to go and then i'm off to KMNS. oh well, if the teacher didn't make me sign up for this thing then i wouldn't be anywhere. perhaps. so, i am grateful.

i have not yet eaten any proper meal - hungry. since i won't be around the next two weeks, i won't be able to watch Victorious which is currently my fav Nick tv programme. i was watching Cat and Trina licking their ice creams like they're already seeing heaven while Tory waited for the two to bring her the ointment. well, you see, Cat has this assignment on making a face to look hideous and she asked Tory for help and she said yes - she had to. later, Trina discovered that Cat had accidentally used this glue for industrial purposes only on Tory's face making her miserable for next hours.

And suddenly the screen went pitch black and this note appeared. Connection is disturbed either because of rain or etc. i don't know. i am not a tv mechanic - i don't even know if that job even exist. i was like, "dude, i was watching tv. ughh!". yeah, i really did said that - i was furious, perhaps. aww, i heart that show. now i'm not able to watch it. though i've watched that ep actually. watevs.
since last year, lama kott tak pegi shopping and shipping. well, yeah, memang ada pegi dengan ayah awal tahun ni tapi kat melaka je. but only for a little while sebab dalam kepala ingat nak beli kasut je by that time. memang tak spree macam years before. haha. memang lama tak pegi keluar jauh - excluding pegi uum kat kedah tu. nothing, i was just bored. i've been at home for months now. i need to get out for a change. that reminds me, i have not ride my bike for a while now. i guess the tyre pun dah tak ada angin kat dalam. since dah lulus test jpj tu, duduk rumah je. tak ke mana. plus, i've got this flu virus with me. hehe so, i better not keep my hopes high for shopping. brr. bosan kan?

dear Fatin Nur Nabilah. happy 18th birthday.

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