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the internet went bananas ;

wahahahahaa!

if you hav the interest,
read the title.

yepp,
few weeks ago the internet went bananas.
so, i cannot be online for weeks.
and it was oh-not-so-good.
i didnt got bored.
i enjoyed the 2 weeks holidays.
i spent my whole first hols week mostly by watching tv.
well, that was because i dont have any other entertainment.
the mp3 went off.
because i lost the charger.
i am eager to find it back but didnt get eager to look for it.
at least, i did searched for it.
so, i cant listen to songs while studying any longer.
hella freak, it was major boring so i lost my 'appetite' to study.
sounds stupidd.

the first week,
i felt stupidd because i didnt even take a glare at any book.
hahaa. i wanted to study but,
dear God, have mercy.
please let me find the mp3 charger ! please !!
i'm begging..i'm pleading..
boo hoo hoo~
*sobbing quietly

the second week,
i felt so miserable.
everything was a major mess.
even i felt messed up myself.
the house, it was a total upside down wrecked ship.
i lost my privacy to study.
i cant study in my room because everybody thought i was sms-ing with people.
so, i started to pull a face and,
move on to the living hell !
nyahahaa..nope laa, the living room.
i trashed all my books and stuff there on the table.
got pissed by people around me and,
once again..
lost my interest to study.
i hate everybody by that time.
:'(

hmm,
on the same time.
Mom told me to study upstairs again.
of course i didnt tell her about what the others think of me.
and i didnt move upstairs.
since that day,
until a few days later..
i didnt listen to anyone.
i only do my own jobs and annoy people.
i can easily be annoying.
lalalalalaaa~

okay laa. xde bnde nk gtau dahh.
;pp

letih betol laa. tension.

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