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school ended

yepp , school ended yesterday .

somehow , i can still hear our laughs and jokes deep inside this heart .

yup , and those things we did together .

u know what i'm doing rite now ? i'm missing u guys .

can we just go to school , again ? i hope we can .

maybe we can , but it will never feel the same .

the day may past by , but it's not the same without you guys surrounding each others .

ughh . so , what now ? what's the point of being a Form 3 student but , didnt have to go to school anymore ? huhh .

well , i hope that living without friends at home is not going to torture me inside out because that would hurt lots more than , uhm , than falling down the stairs .

i dunno , i didnt have the experience . maybe , i dont want any experience like that .

so , gotta move on . will miss you guys a lot more as the day past by ; umirul .


** kesian kepale aku , fenin kene pelempang cap ayamMON . lebam kening aku tau tak .

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