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Hm, hri ni cket bosan r. Td kat skola bkn wtpe sgt pun, blja pun x sgt sbb pagi uh ckgu soh kteorg kemas2 dwn utk esok. esok sepatut nye parent kteorg kne dtg skola ambk result exam tp nta r, rse nye xyah r parent aku dtg. sbb esok ade tusyen, nti susah r lw aku xde kt sane. ckgu kte esok de cbutan brtuah laa bgai, watever. mcm lah sume uh mnarek minat aku utk dtg. wlau pe pun, bile da dpt result uh kan, xde mkne nye hadiah cbutan brtuah abnde bengong sme uh. sje r knon nye nk brsuke rie kejap. hahaa, bigg whoooop ! xde mkne nye. jd esok, bngon awal pgi, yehh, mndi, pegi srpan, pukol 12 lbh siap r nk g tusyen. g tusyen lg best dari hdap result uh sme. beto weyh. lgpun




esok msti rmai dow, cm tahon lps, ade 3 pnjuru la bgai, lme gler ayah aku tggu turn nk jmpe ckgu, almklum la, cikgu ehh sorg, yg nk jumpe brlmbak2 - smpy kat luar kelas mnggu turn. byk hal laen lg yg nk diuruskn, bkn hal aku sorg je. mmg lmbat r nk tggu turn, ckgu pun g lak pecah tmbelang sme bnde kat parent dak2 neh, phm2 r kan cmne lme ehh. siap lak ayah aku leh jumpe senior dy dlu. haha. classmate aku pnye ayah r, hehe. elok sgt r uh tp xleh bla uh kn sbb lme sgt, dak2 kls aku sme mryau g kls laen, haha, smpy lpang kls uh, haha, sptut nye parent kteorg trpkse tggu luar sbb kteorg kne dok dlm kls. parent da dpn mate pun, sme gak prngai sume, mmg ckgu uh tggu r nk heboh kn stok2 cter lame slme 3 tahon mngajar kteorg n 2 kali jdi gru kls. aku tw r sbb aku pun kne gak. mse uh aku cm saket ati gak sbb yg ckgu g cter sme uh cm bkn spenuh nye salah aku, grrr. bkn salah aku xyah cter r, wt lme mnggu je. last2 aku yg kne mrah. mse uh ade gak r trdetik kat ati neh mcm2 bnde yg aku xske psl tahun uh. dgn pmr nye, dgn prob laen2, mnympah lak aihh. aku mmg phm r dgn mber baek aku yg dok satu row dgn aku uh ble dy marah dgn aku n sorg lg mber neh. hm, mmg ckgu2 uh sume kne kn kteorg kott wktu uh. hahaa. tym dy balik, xde tegur kteorg pun. kteorg pun cm, "hm, xpe r." tp ble dgar dy cter balik asl an, kteorg 100% phm r. cm aku dgn sorg lg mber uh jmpe sorg ckgu je, dy lak g jmpe dgn ckgu2 laen skali, abes r sme cter kuar an. kire kteorg x terok sgt r kne kott. xpe xpe xpe, kteorg phm.



lw esok aku jdi dtg skola an, hm, x kott. sbb tusyen start pukol 1:30pm, Pibg start pukol 2pm. tak sempat r. hm, tp dlm hati teringin nk jmpe Njwa. huhuhhh, lw x ambk result uh ckgu nk soh wtpe ea? alaa, lek r. pe r sgt ckgu leh buat kn, bkn mati pun. lek je r. hehee



hm, balik kat cter wktu kt skola hri ni. lps je dak kls 4b dgn segelintir 4a kemas2 kn dewan, aku mmg x tlong pe2, aku sorg je dak kls 4a yg turon lmbat, dah uh dtg2 teros g mlepak dgn mber2 - bkn classmate aku. hehe, dorg sme da penat. aku je yg x penat kott, haha, penat brjalan nk dtg dewan uh je kott, cket r. hhe. hm, pe lgi ea? hm, ade sorg ckgu uh soh syika dgn aku g mintak runner meja utk psang kt dewan uh nti tp bnde uh xde. mkcik Pss uh ckap mse sukan hritu ckgu x pulangkn balik bnde alah uh, nta mne di letak an ntah. tu r, ckgu soh carik bnde yg xde enn, kteorg pun bla r dari situ. syika msok kls dy tp aku x ikot sbb teacher chee ade, hehe. g kat kls aku nmpk dorg tgh mlepak2 je. bosan nk mati kott kelas uh lw x wt pe2. hhee. kwn aku ckap, "tu r penangan g ambk bio, da ade talent melukis nk gak msok bio" . ape2 r, mls nk pnjang2 cter.



hm, lgi stu, lps lme sgt kbosanan, aku g jugak kls 4b kat sbelah, hehe, nmpk syika tgh mnconteng2 ape nta kat whiteboard uh. lps uh kteorg g turon kt kntin nk carik mber yg laen. nta mne mnghilang nta. rpe2 nye dorg ade kat koop nga mkn. hee, x ajak kteorg pun. yg psti mmg awal r kteorg rehat, lme lak uh kn. smpy abes wktu rehat sbena bru g msok kelas. mse uh mmg da kenyang r, hehe. sempat r gak snap2 gmbar kat tepi koperasi uh. ha ha ha. lps g koop kteorg g kntin, aku teman salamah dgn khaleeda mkn, yg laen mkn kat meja laen. hehe. lw aku mkn dgn salamah, mmg jaoh r dgn yg laen uh, lw mkn dgn dorg, da tentu2 r lmbat sgale2 nye, hehe, g koop saat2 akhir. xde r jaoh beza lw aku mkn dgn semah pun sbb aku mmg mkn lmbat, spe tggu aku mkn mmg akn ade yg kuar kn kate2 sinis r. dgn semah jarang r sbb dy da bse tggu aku mkn lmbat teramat sgt uh. psl uh aku cpt mengalah dgn mkcik kntin uh lw dy buat x reti bile aku ckap dgn dy, ade ke ptut kan, aku mntak satu bnde je kat dy, kdg2 dy leh buat xtau. kdg2 uh bkn rmai sgt pun dpn mate dy, cume, aku rse kdg2 dy pndang aku samar2 kott, hahaa. lw dy da buat xreti uh mmg tipis r hrapan nk naek balik slere mkn uh. kecik ati lagi ado laa. krg aku jerit2 kt situ, tau pulak dy ckap mcm2. lw buleh nk siar kat B*Pop uh.



hahaa, lps mkn g koop lagi, hehee, aku join syika, yan, ain, alia, khaleesya balik. x lme lps uh koop pun tutop sbb mse rehat da tamat. ambk gmba jap, lps uh fon uh hangg then, teros msok kelas sbb nmpak ckgu Fidah kat dpn mate. hehe. aku pun g r msok kls aku sndiri melayan kebosanan. ikot hati nk msok kelas sbelah belaja mcm hari sbelom2 neh. tp xde feel r pulak nk g sbelah. lw slu sgt, pe pulak kate dak sbela. kwn aku mmg leh terime kott, yg laen uh ntah laa. lgpun, lw aku g blaja kat sbela kne tgok gak jdual kelas aku sndiri. yehh, klau kelas kmia, bio, fzik, mmg xde r aku msok kls sbela. lw sbjek laen uh ade r, terutame bm, bi, maths. subjek laen uh depands kat mood aku. tp slu nye sbjek2 yg laen uh aku dok je dlm kelas sndiri. wt je r pe2 yg ptut utk kebaikan diri sndiri.



da pukol 12, bru r sir yee msok kelas uh, belaja fzik. hm, skrng wktu fzik aku da makin fokus sbb aku da mule minat kat sbjek uh. lgpun sir yee nmpk brsunggoh-sunggoh r mggu sblom cuti hrtu. mcm kesian lak lw result sume org terok je kan. hehe. 20 minit je tinggal, x lme lps uh dak kelas sbelah lps sorg2 menyelinap msok kat kelas aku uh. hehe. bile skola tamat, rijal greet sir yee. kteorg yg laen ikot jea. heheee, ambik bku dgn beg dekat meje belakang, teros aku bla dgn kwn2 yg laen. lepas da lme lepak kat luar skola, syika, ain, alia dgn rdzuan pun balek. yan da balik awal dgn ayah dy. khleesya dgn aku tggu lgi. teman dy g beli air kejap, x lme lps uh aku pun balik. huhu, byee!

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