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Little Dose of Hate Perhaps?

it wasn't for Valentine's Day but, i just got the chocolate


Yehh, i got chocolates again ! Hahaha. Lately, kawan aku setuju jea nak betting bagi chocolate. Haha, yehh, sume sedia maklum yang aku masok acare 1500m and and, aku memang takde niat nak masok acare tu pun. Hahaa, bak kate Sir Yesodh, mane penah aku masok acare sukan-sukan sume neh. Then, tibe2 terpakse pulak ambik acare 1500m. Haa, ambik ngko. Hm, takde lah tak best pun. Oke jea, takde ah aku pengsan ke ape ke. Hehe, masih bernyawe lagi. Oke lah tu. Cume yang taleyh bla uh, cuace panas nak mati. Lepas jea aku abes acare uh, muke aku rase panas dow ! Aaaa, mase lari pun buleh pulak aku teringat yang aku tak minom air pun lepas abes wktu PMP hari tu. Lagi lah, dengan dahage nye sume. Adoyy, panas betol badan aku mase uh. Ntah sape lah yang tau eah. Grr. Yang penting cikgu tak marah wlaupun aku habes kat tempat no.5 jea. Hahaa, ckgu cakap " Takpe, cikgu ambik markah smpai nombor 5. Lari jea. Jangan berenti. " Aku pun ikot jea cakap cikgu, hahaa, tapi kan.. mase aku kene ganti senior yang injured untuk acare 4x4 uh, memang aku mencarut-carut lah. Hehee, wlaupun muke aku mcm berserah jea kan. Hahaa, tapi mase tengah lari aku mencarut-carut uh. Hehee, entah lah. Mase cikgu suroh gantikan tu, aku ade kat astaka. Tengah dudok bersenang-lenang, tersengeh lah bagai memandang sekeliling, tibe2 Alia panggil. Diye kate, " Weyh, mirul. Cikgu suroh ganti sorg akk uh utk 4x4 skrng. Tolong ah weyh, takde orang nak lari neh ". Aku pulak cm, ' haaaaa ??? aku ??? '. Mak oih, aku lak org last kene lari uh. Memang nmpak sangat Melewar tak ramai athlete. Grr, smpai orang mcm aku yang sepatutnye takde ape2 acare neh kene jugak lari-lari keliling padang uh. Ughh. Ape nak jadi weyh? Hahaaa, lagi taleyh bla kan, lepas jea abes aku mencarut-carut kat tengah padang pasal aku kene lari satu padang besar uh, ughh, teros Kk Fifah take over aku dari sbelah kiri lak uh. HAHAHHAAAAAHAHA !! memang laju ah die brkejar mase uh. Tak dinafikan. Tapi, disebabkan aku pun separoh mati kat tengah padang uh tak stretching tibe2 kene lari, naseb menyebelahi aku. Dapat gak Melewar tempat ke-3. Ngehehheee, senior aku jatoh sbelom sempat smpai penamat lah. Kalau tak sumpa, malu den kat tmpat terakhir. Cm babehhh.



Okeh, cukop-cukop lah tu. Esok aku ade acare 800m. Adoyy, sekali lagi kene lari. Haha, naseb baek lah satu jea lagi acare. Huwaaa!!! Cepat lah. Aku malas nak fikir pasal sukan ni lagi. Hehe, macam ade jea aku fikirkan. Lepas hari sukan, teros ade exam awal tahun. Grr, tak sempat-sempat. Lepas satu, satu. Minggu lepas tak sempat aku ulangkaji. Hhaha, entah macam mane ntah. Yang aku dapat jawab English dengan Maths jea. Kertas Sejarah aku comfirm melingkup utk exam awal bulan neh. Hahaha, mane tak nye, aku sempat bace buku sbelom cikgu masok kelas uh jea. Itupun siket, tak smpai sehelai muke surat pun. Gile. Mane tak nye, hari sbelom uh, ade acare sbelom sukan. Muke nie gak lah yang tergelak-gelak berlari tengah padang. Kalau takde acare, aku dah lame balik rumah dah. Tak penah aku stay back untuk acare sbelom sukan derh. Ahh, bukan keje aku uh, banyak bnde laen aku buleh uruskan. Tapi tahun neh laen. T e r p a k s e.



Harap2 esok oke jea aku lari. Hehehe. Dah lah dalam kelas Chemyst tadi cikgu kate aku suke termenung. Mak oih, suke hati die jea mengate aku. Aku kalau tak memekak, tido tu lah jadi pilihan hati. Buleh diye kate aku termenung. Cube korg tanye classmate yang dudok kat sbelah aku uh. Mane penah die rase macam beronggeng tepi pantai kalau dah naseb dudok sbelah aku. Heysh, cikgu neh ade2 jea. Pasal ape cikgu buleh cakap cm uh? Sbb mase uh ade classmate baru aku uh, name die Amirul. Dak uh suke tenung cikgu kott, Hahaaa. Smpai cikgu ingat diye termenung. Alih2 cikgu kate, "Amirul neh suke termenung. Amirul dengan Umirul uh. Memang salu termenung". Wahahahaha!! Ape lagi, berdekah-dekah lah aku tergelak dari tempat dudok aku kat belakang sekali uh. Ngehehee. Tapi dalam hati ade siket geram kat cikgu uh. Hehe, naseb baek muke cikgu lawa. Tak muak pandang hari-hari.


Jangan jadi macam teacher kat skola rendah aku dulu cukop lah. Sekali diye buat silap dengan aku, smpai keturunan2 ehh aku tak suke. Ni yang nak bukak cerite lagi neh, ade ke patut cikgu tu tudoh aku curik buku teks sekolah. Hampeh ayat die dow. Klau die cakap kat aku one-by-one takpe gak weyh. Ni satu kelas dengar. Mulot longkang cikgu uh weyh. Ape die ingat aku ketagih kan buku teks kat sekolah uh ke??? Buku teks English Standard 2 untuk tahun 2002 uh ayah aku beli sendiri lah, mangkok ayunn !! Tak gune punye cikgu. Takde tauliah agak ehh. Suke hati diye jea maki hamun aku depan budak2 neh sume pasal silap die sendiri. Aku taleyh lupe kalau orang buat aku tersinggung macam uh sekali weyh. Sekali kau buat dajal kat aku, smpai kiamat kali ke4 pun aku takkan lupe lahh kalau ade !!!! Then, memang tahun tu pelajaran aku merosot mcm org tak belajar. Mungkin sebab aku dah laknat die dalam hati aku kott. Aku taleyh terime die cakap cm uh kat aku. Bayangkan, aku budak kecik lagi waktu uh. Mane aku tau menipu lah, sengal ! Ughhhh, smpai kawan baek aku pun buleh buang aku jaoh2 kott tahun tu. Tak gune betol. Bodoh, bayangkan kalau anak kau yang kene macam ape yang aku kene ! Ape kau rase haaa??! Untung gak naseb die waktu uh aku baru darjah 2. Kalau aku dah Form 2 mase uh, mungkin kau dah arwah kott. Teraniaya aku waktu uh, biar lah ape nak jadi dengan kau! Biar ape aku menyumpah-nyumpah kat kau smpai saat neh jadi kenyataan teros ! Tak penah-penah aku berdendam kat orang weyh! Kat kau sorg jea, songkla ! Takde gune kau jadi cikgu kalau akhlak kau sendiri tak terdidik ! AKU TAU KAU MANUSIE BSE, KAU PUN BULEH BUAT SILAP TAPI, MEMANG KAU BANGANG SBB TAK PECAYE CAKAP AKU MASE UH !!!!!! mmpos ah. aku baru drjah 2 ah mase uh , ********* *** ***!! fkuc fcku !! Klau aku kejam lah kan, aku tak tau ape dah jadi kat kau. Eeeee, dah lah lemak depan belakang ! Bluekk bluekk !! Kau sorg je makhluk yg aku takkan maafkn selagi kau tak mintak maaf sndiri kat aku. Lntak ah.



Hmm, end of story. Thanks lah kat Amirah Izzah sebab ingat gak kat kteorg sume neh. Ingat jugak nak anta flying kiss a.k.a surat tadi tu. Hehehe, aku bace jea. Aku takde feel nak jiwang-jiwang karat smpai mengalir air mate ke ape bnde. Sebab gaye kau tules uh pun takde gaye nak ke situ kan. Hehe, so aku bace jea then, ade budak prmpuan yang after surat kau uh, Meng. Hehehe, kau kate HB kau lagi cute, Meng? Spe kate HB kat sini cute? Aku tengok cm tak cukop tinggi jea, hehee. Kuang ajaa betol aku kat HB skola kite uh weyh. Suke hati aku jea buat die cm junior aku. Hehehe. Sorii laaa klau anda yang berkenaan terbace belog neh. Isi-isi nye tak sedap mcm Spagetti Bolognise dari Itali, hehee. Tapi alang2 dah terbace, hadap je lah.

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