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Happy 16th Birthday, Nurul Aqilah


Make a wish - or else, I'll cross-stitch your eyes.


Now, now. Don't be afraid. I'm not here to kill anyone - esp, the ones i know. HAHAA. Okay, 12:00 am this morning, the phone rang and I went to take a look as I'm still wide awake. I didn't remember a thing until I saw " 30th August. Qila's birthday, 16 ". OMG, she's 16 already?? And, quickly I remembered.

Tahun neh - tahun pertame lah Qila takde kat skola dengan aku waktu birthday dia. Mane tak nye, awal-awal tahun dia dah pindah g skola laen. Hm, tak teringat pun sbena nye sbelom neh yang tahun neh xde lah dpt sambut birthday dia same-same. Tapi pagi tu mase kat skola kan, Khaleeda lah yang cakap kat aku, "Kau ingat tak hari ni birthday spe?" && aku cakap lah yang aku ingat jea. Then, dia boleh cakap pulak.., "Tahun neh tak dapat lah sambut birthday dengan dia". Hahaa, mase tu lah aku baru perasan. Betul gak cakap dia. Hmm, tapi ape boleh buat kan. Dah takdir. Tapi oke ape, at least aku dah wish lah pagi tadi sbelom g skola. Mne leh lupe.

Lepas tu ade jugak lah kawan-kawan laen cakap kat aku pasal benda yang same. Hm, yang sorang neh laen pulak cter. Buleh pulak mrjok sbb kawan aku tu tak reply mesej dia. Hahaa, yang nie lawak cket. Tapi, alah, aku paham cne rase nye. Aku pun penah jugak terime naseb yang 2 x 5 macam tu. Lepas tu, nak2 pulak dapat reason yang macam ape ntah. Lagi lahh..tapi takpe. Tu sume cter lame uh. Aku dengan member aku skrng oke je - syukur je lah masih ade member, kan. Yang same-same boleh terime aku neh - macam-macam kerenah aku buat. Masih ingat nak mesej aku lah bgai.

Weyh, Qilah. Agak-agak kalau kau terbace lah kan. Bile agak nye boleh melepak same-same lagi neh. Macam kau salu ckap, "Rumah kte bukan jaoh pun". Yeah yeah. Memang pun wey. Tak dapat dinafikan lagi. Hehehehheehe!! Wey, Happy Birthday yang ke 16. Semoge kau happy lah dah sebaye dengan aku. Tak pasan lak selame neh aku lepak dengan budak 15 tahun setengah. Hehe ;D


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