Skip to main content

There Are Some Silver Lining

yeah, when Selena Gomez sings 'Everything Is Not What It Seems'.

well, today, if you wanna know...is SUCKS. but, not the whole part of it.

just the part that was ruined by an evil maniac that I don't even know.

maybe we haven't met yet - and, did I mention that he/she is a maniac?!!!

and irresponsible too! very irresponsible indeed. what a person!

this morning i woke up almost early.

however, i accidentally slept the morning. ugh.

and that was where the whole story begins. yeah, totally.

then, i woke up again. didn't have time to look at the clock.

there was no time because the curtain was flashed with daylight!

i know i was going to be late to school.

yesterday, i went to school and guess what, even the stray cats didn't walk in the school front gate yet.

if you come to my school, there is this cat with white fluffy fur.

anyway, i'm not really the person who has any positive interest in cats.

except for kicking them, HAHAA. ok, not gonna happen.

back to the story.

i took my morning bath like i always do.

when i got out of the bathroom, i can't solat Subuh because it was 7am already.

maybe it was 7something in the morning already, i can't remember.

but i still remember that I WAS LATE TO SCHOOL!!

i dressed up like..like, so fast.

grab my hair band and socks that are allowed in school, and

got downstairs as quick as i can.

ironed my tudung and wear it. i didn't care if i looked suckish.

filled my red bottle with oxygenated water.

thought i was ready but i was not.

as soon as i passed the school front gate, i realised something.

i didn't bring any pocket money. how am i suppose to eat then?

walk and realised that i didn't have my purple watch with me.

watch are really important when you're going in the exam hall, isn't it?

how am i suppose to know the time now??

i really need my watch!!!

can't live without it. can you?

if you answer, "I can", I HOPE THAT YOU'LL GO TO AN ASSYLUM instead!

miserable, miserable, miserable

and when i walked into the classroom which is actually the exam hall,

i don't know since when i have an enemy..

if i do have one, who is he/she?

i was like, WHO THE FUCK TOOK MY TABLE AND MY darn CHAIR!!!!!!!!!!!

the other kids were like, "......."

guys, that was so not helping me out.

i felt like screaming my head off. can't these get any worse?

unfortunately, yeah, it did you little morons!

a friend asked, "dude, wuddup?" so i told him.

and he laughed at me?? for God sake, i feel like...gosh!!!!!!!

like, kicking him down to the first floor where he'll be injured to death.

can't help it. he's my friend so, i must bear with it because it's true i made him laughed till he really ripped his own head off.

gosh, he's lucky i didn't lose my sanity.

i really lost my temper by that moment, can't remember when was the last time.

you know, i'm not the type who's going to blow off so easily.

i am cool.

*drooling*

yes, i know i'm cool. i am totally pissed off but i didn't yell, i didn't kick my friend's butt, i didn't punch anyone on the face, i didn't go through desk by desk and smack down the bitch who did somehow stole my desk and chair at the same time. overall, i did not overeact.

i am cool, right?

instead doing all those crazy stuff that i know i always do everytime i got angry like crazy,

i went away to have a walk around the school. took some deep breath.

breathe in, breathe out.

walk walk walk walk walk walk walk.

*istighfar banyak-banyak*

i was still angry when i got into the class again.

didn't have the mood to revise things about Physics.

i sit down and fell into a deep sleep.

mama loooovvveeeessss the new table and chair.

other than that, Physics papers - ain't that misery to this chick.

i don't know if i ever will pass the test

but i know i can answer them pretty good. and,

i feel cool like i always do.

: )

Comments

Popular posts from this blog

...So Cute Kids Necklace...

Hmm. Check out these cute hand painted wood doll pendants from Little Pink Possies, which are inspired by vintage peg and clothespin dolls. Perfect accessory for little girls! Measuring 2 inches from top to bottom and hangs from a coordinating 12.5-inch satin cord, each posy girl pendant is entirely customizable as you choose her hair color and the letter you would like her to wear on her little heart necklace. And they have a name! Miss Quinn, Miss Hanna, Miss Polly, Miss Penelope…Actually I think they would look cute on bags too. Little posy girl pendants are US$15 each and they’re available for international order.

Mostly Just Showing Some Respect.

"Why are you wearing that?" "Oh mesti kelas lecturer tu kan, haa kena la hipokrit sikit ye tak" Omg, you should stop manipulating on how I dress. Okay, the best answer I can give you is; it depends. Yeah. Depends on the way you're thinking - whether you think positively or not, I mean. Since years ago, there are going to be days where you will find me wearing "tudung labuh" and the other times I do not. During matriculation days, people are okay with that. The girls like it and they take pictures with me wearing that. They even lend me theirs so they can see me wear one. It was nice. The point is, why is some of you make fun of me wearing it during university? I am not okay with that. This is one of the reason why I dislike the students here - they think they are so big they can simply laugh at clothes I'm comfortable in. Ugh Well, to get even, all I can think is that they are culture-shock pricks. Suddenly getting the chance t

A Different Prospect.

In the name of the Most Generous and the Most Merciful. 💕 " Pabila tertutupnya mata si ibu maka tertutuplah satu pintu nikmat iaitu doa ibu ." There's a lot to say from the way that phrase sounded. Well, it depends. I am known to appear happy and smiley at all times since I was small. From my own observation, the way people see me depends on the way I brought myself. As I enjoy joking around, acting silly, pulling pranks on my friends and have always been living in this happy bubble of mine, I actually spend very little time being sad or think about the problems that I must have had. Perhaps that is why it is very rare to see me not in the mood, except if I'm a bit too hungry or that I do not get enough sleep. Yep, I tend to appear a little grumpy from lack of sleep. Basically, that's how I bring myself around people and how I'd like people to view me. After mom's passing, I seldom take most of people's words to heart. And, it's