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There Are Some Silver Lining

yeah, when Selena Gomez sings 'Everything Is Not What It Seems'.

well, today, if you wanna know...is SUCKS. but, not the whole part of it.

just the part that was ruined by an evil maniac that I don't even know.

maybe we haven't met yet - and, did I mention that he/she is a maniac?!!!

and irresponsible too! very irresponsible indeed. what a person!

this morning i woke up almost early.

however, i accidentally slept the morning. ugh.

and that was where the whole story begins. yeah, totally.

then, i woke up again. didn't have time to look at the clock.

there was no time because the curtain was flashed with daylight!

i know i was going to be late to school.

yesterday, i went to school and guess what, even the stray cats didn't walk in the school front gate yet.

if you come to my school, there is this cat with white fluffy fur.

anyway, i'm not really the person who has any positive interest in cats.

except for kicking them, HAHAA. ok, not gonna happen.

back to the story.

i took my morning bath like i always do.

when i got out of the bathroom, i can't solat Subuh because it was 7am already.

maybe it was 7something in the morning already, i can't remember.

but i still remember that I WAS LATE TO SCHOOL!!

i dressed up like..like, so fast.

grab my hair band and socks that are allowed in school, and

got downstairs as quick as i can.

ironed my tudung and wear it. i didn't care if i looked suckish.

filled my red bottle with oxygenated water.

thought i was ready but i was not.

as soon as i passed the school front gate, i realised something.

i didn't bring any pocket money. how am i suppose to eat then?

walk and realised that i didn't have my purple watch with me.

watch are really important when you're going in the exam hall, isn't it?

how am i suppose to know the time now??

i really need my watch!!!

can't live without it. can you?

if you answer, "I can", I HOPE THAT YOU'LL GO TO AN ASSYLUM instead!

miserable, miserable, miserable

and when i walked into the classroom which is actually the exam hall,

i don't know since when i have an enemy..

if i do have one, who is he/she?

i was like, WHO THE FUCK TOOK MY TABLE AND MY darn CHAIR!!!!!!!!!!!

the other kids were like, "......."

guys, that was so not helping me out.

i felt like screaming my head off. can't these get any worse?

unfortunately, yeah, it did you little morons!

a friend asked, "dude, wuddup?" so i told him.

and he laughed at me?? for God sake, i feel like...gosh!!!!!!!

like, kicking him down to the first floor where he'll be injured to death.

can't help it. he's my friend so, i must bear with it because it's true i made him laughed till he really ripped his own head off.

gosh, he's lucky i didn't lose my sanity.

i really lost my temper by that moment, can't remember when was the last time.

you know, i'm not the type who's going to blow off so easily.

i am cool.

*drooling*

yes, i know i'm cool. i am totally pissed off but i didn't yell, i didn't kick my friend's butt, i didn't punch anyone on the face, i didn't go through desk by desk and smack down the bitch who did somehow stole my desk and chair at the same time. overall, i did not overeact.

i am cool, right?

instead doing all those crazy stuff that i know i always do everytime i got angry like crazy,

i went away to have a walk around the school. took some deep breath.

breathe in, breathe out.

walk walk walk walk walk walk walk.

*istighfar banyak-banyak*

i was still angry when i got into the class again.

didn't have the mood to revise things about Physics.

i sit down and fell into a deep sleep.

mama loooovvveeeessss the new table and chair.

other than that, Physics papers - ain't that misery to this chick.

i don't know if i ever will pass the test

but i know i can answer them pretty good. and,

i feel cool like i always do.

: )

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