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A Complete Eyesore


Yana, Irah, Alya

Sekarang ni dah lame tak online MySpace. Last online bile entah - mase tu ingat nak delete MySpace tapi saje lah pegi tengok-tengok gamba kat situ. Tengok kat Tag Photo, langsung tak jadi nak delete. Betape banyak nye gambar yang aku takde Copy kat mane-mane. Simpan je lah kat MySpace tu. Lambat mane pun, satu hari nanti aku online lah balik. Bukannye ape, rindu tu memang rindu lah kat kawan-kawan virtual yang dok jauh-jauh tu kan - macam Yana, Irah, Alya - dah berbulan tak dengar citer dorg. Entah ingat kat aku lagi ke tak, hehee. Malas nak layan web komuniti macam nie dah. Lagi elok kalau aku kenal-kenal dengan jiran-jiran kat taman aku neh - ambik tau pasal dorg lagi bagus, dapat pahala. Yelah, mane tak bosan. Aku mule dekat Friendster, mase tu aku darjah 6 ke darjah 5 entah. Mase tu gelombang so called internet neh baru je ade kat rumah. Nak kate macam kene landa culture shock tu takde lah, macam kelakar pulak. Aku pun tak mahir lah mase tu tapi, rajin explore macam-macam. Aku ingat lagi, kalau nak gune internet kat dalam bilik ibu je lah. Mase tu tak gune wireless kott.

Mase tu pun dah berjinak-jinak online sampai pukul 3 pagi neh. Kanak-kanak baru habis UPSR lah katakan.. Lepas tu mase Form 1, beralih ke MySpace - sbelum tu dah delete Friendster. Friendster pun bukan seronok sangat kalau nak dibandingkan dengan MySpace, kan? Best gune Friendster pun sebab aku suke gune Friendster punye overlayout - MySpace pun ade. Tapi lame-lame yang lagi simple lagi seronok gune. Zaman-zaman tu, kalau budak sebaye aku dah ade MySpace kire perkare biase lah. Macam budak-budak sekolah zaman sekarang lah jugak. *maju lah konon*

Mase Form 2, dah ade Facebook && Blogger. Disebabkan dah terbiase buat layout sendiri untuk MySpace, aku dari awal refuse untuk gune segale layout yang Blogger dah sediakan. Lebih suka carik web-web yang ade base code dan buatlah sendiri - memang hobi kott. Tapi sampai sekarang, aku rase takde lah lawa mane pun blog aku. Nampak blog orang je cantik, kan. Dulu ade satu website tu, perghh! Comel sunggoh tapi perempuan Filipino tu dah tutop webbie dia. Yang bagus dia neh tak kedekut ilmu, banyak benda aku dapat tau mase blog walking dekat web tu. Haa, mase neh kat Facebook bukan main susah lagi nak carik kawan melayu tapi Facebook dulu tak same dengan yang sekarang. Dulu, ade background berwarna - nak yang ade sparkle pun ade. Sekarang putih je, kan?

Mase Form 3 masih gune lagi Blogger && MySpace. Mase neh Facebook dah delete - sampai sekarang takde Facebook dah. Sekarang, nak carik member satu bangse senang je. Yang korg tak carik pun berderet-deret datang add, kan? Sampai dah tak sanggup tengok pun. Hehe, sampai ade yang angkuh, org tegur siket dah pndai mengadu kat laki masing-masing. Jangan kan yg macam tu, yang sengaje pegi menagih simpati bagai nak rak pun ade, macam lah nak mati esok - post kat wall konon nye tak puas hati lah bagai. Bile org tnye kenape tau pulak jawab takde ape-ape. Kalau berani sangat, fight lah one-by-one mari. Yang tergedik-gedik tu lagi lah, nak muntah tengok wall dorg. "Bby, miss u lah", "I heart her", "I miss my boo hubby" bagai. Bahgie lah konon. Ish ish ish...

Ehhh, entah lah. Aku tak suke lah tengok benda-benda macam tu. Dulu kat MySpace pun ade jugak. Mentang-mentang mak bapak takde kat Friend List tu, berani lah nak buat macam-macam. Kat blog kau pun, kalau ade entri-entri gedik tu, tak payah lah Follow aku. Kalau kau nak cakap ape kau nak kat blog kau sekalipun, kau fikir tak tersiar ke kat dashboard aku ha? Buang mase kau lah Follow aku. Aku taknak Follow kau okeh && aku tak penah mintak sape-sape Follow aku..sape-sape rase terpakse untuk Follow blog aku neh, dah, tak payah Follow. So, thats it. This entry is a bit harsh and perhaps a complete eyesore, right?





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