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Am I Losing Grip ??

aduhh..

setelah beberape lame tak update blog atas urusan tertentu, akhirnye kembali gak jari jemari nehh kat atas keyboard laptop!! ^^

at last, i got some books to read for this going-to-end holidays. i had started to read one of them and i found it pretty fun. a story about a girl named Eve who believes that she'll be famous cus of her singing talent. she added dat she wants to be famous because she's crazy - no one will let you be crazy unless you're everywhere. hm, that makes sense. she has a cat named Tatiana [Tat for short] and she thinks her cat is fabulous and it may be a diva if it's a human because of its soft, combed, white fur and its gorgeous light gray eyes [whaa?? dat cat sounds like a real star].

i havent read the other book entitled Ella Mental and the Good Sense Guide. i bought it because its cover is so pretty but it's not decorated with silver glitters or pink coloured front fonts, just a picture of a pony-tailed hair girl sitting on a bed with a book in her folded arms wearing a red blouse and a dark blue jeans. Written by Amber Deckers. *drooling

nowadays, i wished i will fell asleep right on 10pm ! this school hols really makes me feel like a person who is suffered by insomnia [whatever its name is]. i'm soo lack of sleep that i also wished the dust-pixie will come to me and pour his magical sleeping dust on my eyes so i could dream and have my beauty sleep once again. i was like "wth, it's only 11pm. i could wake longer than this." before but now, i was more to like "wtf, it's 11pm already?!! i wished i had fell asleep on my bed right now". i really miss myself lying on bed early, it's not like i dont try at all. i tried but it didnt turn out so well. now, the school is about to open and i really need to sleep early!

a friend of mine told me that i'm getting "gothic-ish". is that true? dahh lahh tuu, i spent more than 2 hours trying to make this entry meaningful but now, dah turn out pointless. okehh, tamat sudahh. nak gi bace blog sys Alya lakk - nak gi senyomm sensorg. look, i rarely smile to myself okehh, so kalau ak nak senyomm sensorg..biar lahh ia terjadi wlopun skejap. oh, tidak! i'm getting weird. ohh..weird. =.=

____________________________________happily telling dat i was Tagged: sys Thirah.


apakah benda paling penting dalam hidup kamu ?
. keluarge, kawankawan, kenangan, muzik


bende terakhir yang kamu beli dengan duit sendiri ?
. food, 'course lahh snggup


tempat impian perkahwinan ?
. rumah nehh


berapa lama anda rs hubungan kamu berkekalan ?
. till death kowt, dat wud b wonderful


anda dilamun cinta ?
. tak punn, i'm emotionless :)


d manakah restoran terakhir kamu mkn malam ?
. ntah, tak ingat.


buku terakhir kamu beli ?
. Ella Mental and the Good Sense Guide


nama penuh ?
. umirul adilla


kamu lebih senang dengan mak or ayah ?
. due2 un same jelahh kowt


namakan seseorang yang kamu ingin jumpa untuk pertama kalinya dalam hidup ?
. zaimiah


8 sahabat yang paling RAPAT dengan kamu ?
. nurul khaleeda
. farhana akmal
. syahirah
. siti najwa
. nurul aqilah
. althahira izzati
. fatin farhana
. alya syamimi


adakah kamu mencuci pakaian sendiri ?
. tak except kat kem :DD


tempat yang paling seronok kamu maw pergi ?
. Disney Land


pelukan atau ciuman ?
. mane2 aje


8 perkara yang sy gilai :
. music
. tee
. flip flop
. colours
. photo editing
. being online
. teddys
. tido


8 perkara yang sering diucapkan
. haa
. jap,jap,jap
. ye
. mok!
. ily !
. weee!
. pe2 yelahh
. okehh


8 lagu yang sy boleh dengar berulang kali
. stay
. lets dance
. decode
. bottled love
. sebenar nya
. i remember
. hanya satu
. liv ur life

8 perkara yang kamu pelajari tahun lalu
. belajar tu penting
. usaha tangga kejayaan
. die dah berubah
. jadi diri sendiri
. family first
. bestie aje yang paham perangai sy
. die dah tak penting
. pilih haluan sendiri lagi bagus

manusia untuk di tag ?
. sys thirah
. sys alya
. aten
. najwa
. kamu!

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