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a needle in a haystack

hmm..

Ughh! It was like searching for a needle in a haystack.
i couldnt find his SIM card, anywhere in the room.
yepp, i searched for it again this afternoon. [read entry below]
stopped and did not find it.
now I'm getting a headache. phewwww..

this morning I went to the class again.
it was finished so we all went downstairs to the side road where we'll wait for our parents or anyone to bring us home.
i saw him so I told him about his lost SIM card.
i said i couldnt find it.
Mom dont think that his SIM card fell here because it couldnt just lost so easily like what had happen.
well, idk. idk, idk.

went home, feverish. ughh.
i think this flu is worst than a missing SIMcard or, ...maybe not.
i'mma lie my head now..zzzzzzzzz.
but didnt feel like falling or fainting though.
i feel dizzy - everything's swirling. whaaa...huuu!
this is annoying.
the entry is going to bored people's eyes out.
ate this thing called Essence of Chicken, eww.
it tasted horrible. just like the smell of it. bluekkk!
swallowed some pills and choked my throat with the Vita-C.
now i may have look like a drug addict.
with half-open eyes. pale face. black shirt and bottom.
hair is flowing down without being tied up.

sometimes my eyes will closed longer than the usual.
and my head will bow or nod up and down like a person who is sleeping in a car.
this striped inner. it's black and dark gray.
LOL. i felt like dying.
there's no one at home. busy with those ceremonies. whatever.
i didnt enjoy things like those.

after i got home, Mom told me to dress-up.
i ate some bread with tomatoes and some chocolates instead.
being asked to see the doctor to get some medicine
but i ended up lying on the couch.
closed my eyes but opened it again to see spongebob on tv.
:)

after i ate the medicine brought by Mom from the clinic,
i went to hav some rest at the living room.
then, i went to sit on the couch at the front room,
where i studied with my friends yesterday.
Mom and Dad went to the ceremony. the brothers went too.
bla bla bla.. locked the doors.
lied on the couch and began to feel nothing.
began to search for the lost SIM card.
spread the cousion all over the place like mad person.
opened the tissue box - tried to find it in there.
looked under the carpet. didnt find it.
crouching and crawling to see if it had fell on the floor.
cleaned up the mess i made.
everything looked neat and tidy. smile.
went to the kitchen and into the toilet.
wahed my hands and went to the computer room.
the computer is switched on.
began to surf the net and lalalala..typed this.

didnt hav to go to school tomorrow.
it will be another holiday.
smile because i will have some more rest.
will they invite me to the library with them tomorrow?
idk. didnt plan to go though. i'm sick.
i'm ill. this illness i cant contain. the pain..
lalalalala~~ it hurts to just sneeze the pain out of my body.
will get some rest. bye!

P/S:
hahahaa..seronok lah korng datang ke rumah semalam. sekali sekala buat bising dalam rumah tu best jugak. lagipun kalau kaworg takde, ntah2 tak siap keje skola aku tu sampai bukak skola nnt sebab hari nie aku demam. hm, laen kali kite melepak lah lagi. hehee! bukan selalu... sorry lahh kalau layanan aku tak seberape. aku pun tak bukak bab 'Cara melayan tetamu' dalam buku teks agame mase tuu :)

best, best belajar dengan kaworg. pade yg hilang SIM tu, aku dah carik banyak kali dah. sampai demam-demaman aku sekarang. tak jumpe punn. pasti ke jatuh kat sini?

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