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How I spent my 15 hours

this entry is under the title of 'How I spent my 15 hours' in a hospital..

While i was still in the hospital, lying on a bed, i cant wait to escape.
Yepp! It was a very boring 15 hours!
With the smell of a dental clinic..eww. Idk why there's such smell.
Crowded by sick elderly people and,
I do not know any of them. Wuuuwuu!
It makes me feel homesick. Suddenly,
I dont feel sick of home. Well, yeah, of course. I have never dislike being home.
Especially when i felt the pain of being in a ward..far from home.
Far from my friends, books, internet and those things i needed to miss.
Hmm..but, i enjoyed every second in the ward.
I was far from doing chores which i dont mind if i do.
Enjoyed every second where a very long needle stucked into my vein.
Enjoyed the seconds i spent lying on bed.
Enjoyed my seconds waiting to get out. And,
get the needle out of suffering vein (i think it was suffering bcs i can feel the pain).
Oww..i can still remember the times i was given injections..
So, in less than a day, i got about...say, 8 injections ??
What can i say..the docs needed my blood for this and that..
I didnt get the chance to say goodbye to my blood.
They must have felt really cold being out of me. Arent they?

There's a moral value. Dont get yourself stuck in a hospital for hours! It feels like you're doom!
Always gonna have to wait for your hands to be injected with very thin needle.
Wooooo!! Everytime i got injected, i will start to feel sleepy, my head got heavy, skin starts to sweat, body temperature feels like decreasing and decreasing..
Everything's swirling about and if i was dare to walk on a straight line, i'm gonna fail to do so.
That's the truth. Maybe i have phobia on sharp things like needles and things..
Who knew? Right? I already have the symptoms..heee!

Why i was in a ward??
I will tell about it later..when i really have the time.

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