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heyy,

so i've just read the comments from some friends and the virtual ones in MySpace.
i've read this, that, those and these.
and i've been informed that one of them made a new blog with a new link.
after changing hers later, i will be here. online.
hm, before that. i want to finish typing all this craps first.
idk why but, lately these craps are getting better and better.
or at least i think it is getting better and better.
or anything that goes with 'getting better and better'.
no point at all. this craps are pointless.
how can people mix everything with nothing and it will become pointless???
hahaha. no, no. stop thinking about that silly question.
i dont even know why i type it.
maybe it's because everything in here is pointless.
well, sometimes there are a few of points but today, i'm pointless.
idk what to type so i just keep my fingers tapping on the keyboard
and the result, ughh..nothing but a pointless crappity crap.
lalalalalalaaa~

since the holiday starts, everything is getting pointless.
my creativity is no where to be found.
if there is any before. idk.

when these holidays end, i know that i'm beginning a sweet new life.
i cant wait! i cant barely wait!
i cant stop thinking of my friends shouting and yelling about in the class.
i wont stop remembering how noisy and fun they can get.
i miss them a lot, i cant wait to get my head sink in my hand while the teachers are blabbering things i dont want to listen.
ughhh! school's just too cool, i almost crush my head againts the wall and let my eye balls fall to to the floor and roll about without being notice and got splatted by the feet of a human.
i'm sick of these feels-like-neverending holidays!! ouch..

earlier,
i was surfing about Seri Menanti palace.
it is now a royal museum as i was told by the elderly and those internet facts.
if it's not about the assignments, i wont drool around searching for something that boring.
believe it.
but i like searching things in Wikipedia.
that web has all nerdy stuff i need for the assignmets so, i'm sort of into it.
and am i too cruel to say such thing?? hehee.
okay, okay. Wikipedia! You help me a lot, you useful thing with whatever i need to mention!!!
puas hati?? hahaha.
suddenly, i felt hungry.

heyy, you know what,
i had suddenly help my Mum a lot after all these days.
so, my holidays arent that pointless anyway.
hmm..great to realise that. hahaa.
okay, i think i'm going to stop blabbering and start being a chic magnet again.
hahahahahaaa..!! how can i be one, lets figure that one first.
hehee. i'm unpredictable.
this morning, i realise i had accidentally deleted one of my new girlfriend number.
i planned to get it back but, it was pointless because i didnt found her.
i went home, sitting and looking at things pointlessly.
hm, i was cursing someone earlier and felt bad about it for a while.
only for a while because he's not worth cursing for.
so much for making me a sinner which i am NOT.

okay, besides being a chic magnet, i'm going to hit on blokes.
life's wonderful when you can think of something that you will never do.
believe me, i'm not going to be a chic magnet or hit on blokes.
that's not me. i will just walk and pass by the days i'm going through.
i wont be that dreadful. hahahaaa! no promises, bebeyh!

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