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hm ,

i hate to hear when one says "hidup ni susah" , "hidup ni rumit" and bla bla bla .

tak salah cakap tapi cube fikir balik .
perkataan 'hidup' tu tak macam terlalu umum ke untuk digunakan ?
cube lah nyatakan siket hidup sape .

sebab tu taa suke bile dengar sape2 pun sebut mcm tu .
laen lah kalau diye cakap , "hidup aku nie susah , complicated , rumit , bermasalah .etc "

walau ape pun , hidup tu takdir .
jangan salahkan takdir .
hidup tu jadi susah bile seseorang tu buat silap/salah .
baik dibalas baik , buruk dibalas buruk .
kalau kite buat baik , hidup jadi baik lah .

ingat ,
" Allah menguji hamba-Nya sebab Dia sayang akan hamba-Nya dan Allah menguji mengikut kemampuan hambaNya sahaja "
Allah tu kan Maha Penyayang jadi takyah lah takut kalau orang buat ape pun kat kite .
Tak perlu lah takut kalau hantu kejar sekalipun .
Allah tu tak pernah kejam pade hambaNya .

dan ingat lagi satu perkare ,

" kalau kite kehilangan , Allah tu akan gantikan dengan nikmat yang lebih berharge lagi " yang lagi bagus .

aku terbace ayat tu mase lame sangat ta gune handphone .
sebab ape ? handphone hilang dekat library .
jangan harap aku nak buat keje sia2 due, tige kali .
naseb baik ade orang baik dekat atas muke bumi ni , bagi pinjam handphone .

sebelom aku jumpe ayat uh , rase kecewa je hilang handphone .
bak kate Cikgu Ain, "budak2 sekarang , gelap dunie takde handphone"
macam tu lahh aku rase mase lame yang amat ta memiliki handphone.
tapi lepas jumpe , aku pecaye . hahaa .
malam lepas mesej dengan sorg member gune handphone ayah ,
ayah kasi pinjam handphone uh .
selang bbrpe minggu , abg redeem balik handphone diye yang da anta repair dekat kedai then , aku dapat handphone yang aku gune sebelom yang hilang uh .
wow , nikmat nikmat nikmat ! alhamdulillah .

percaye tu penting , kan ?
dalam berkawan pun rase percaye tu penting .
kalau tak pecaye , macam mane nak berurusan dengan orang ?
then , macam mane nak teroskan berkawan , rite ?
contoh paling dekat ,
kalau kite tak pecaye dekat orang then macam mane nak kasi orang uh pinjam barang kite kan ?
jadi kalau kite tak percaye janji2 Allah , macam mane kite nak dapat nikmat yang Dia janjikan tu .


and and !
kalau kite rase macam hilang seseorang atau ape2 sekalipun ,
jangan lah sedih sangat .
percaye ah dengan janji Allah yang akan bagi kite ganti yang lebih baik dari nikmat yang kite dapat sebelom uh .


Life goes on ,
umirul

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