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takot nyee !

hmm .

" ape bende yang kamu paling taknak terjadi kat diri kamu ? "

cube jawab dulu pertanyaan uh . then , fikir abes2 .
menakotkan ke ?

kalau tanye kat aku .
perkare yang aku paling taknak terjadi kat aku equals to 'hilang ingatan' .
geeshh , ntah kenape .
tibe2 aku terfikir pasal uh mase tengah mandi tadi .
hahaa , aku memang banyak berfikir waktu tengah mandi ;p

lepas uh aku asik ingat pasal hilang ingatan je .
macam mane kalau aku ditakdirkan hilang ingatan satu mase nnti ?
ouh goshh , aku taknak . betol2 taknak !

cube bayangkan ,
satu mase kau terjage .
tak kenal sape2 , tak tau kau katne , tak kenal diri kau sape, family .etc
ughh , paling tragis ,
kau dah tak ingat sume bende yang dah jadi .
bende burok dan jugak bende baek . wuu

dahsyat weyh .
aku tak sanggop hilang ingatan .
sekilas aku terbayang bnde uh sume ,
ade satu bende lagi aku teringat .

aku teringat kat kawankawan aku yang aku kasihi.

kawan buleh dapat kat mane2 tapi kalau nak buat ganti ,
makk aihhhh , tak dapat derhhh .
jadi , aku memang tak sanggop hilang ingatan .
aku nak ingat sume bende yang da jadi dalam hidup aku .
puas aku cube nak ingat sume bende then , senang2 je hilang cm uh je .

l o s t .

secare jujor nye ,
takde ah sume kawan aku teringat waktu tu .
ade lah segelintir .
ramai lah jugak [ ayat nak sedapkan hati ;p ]
fes thing fes .
aku teringat kat kawan lame .
then , kat formates aku .
ohhh takkkkk ! aku tak sanggop !

isk isk isk .
rase nak nanges pun ade gak tadi .
kau nak ke hilang ingatan ?

duhh . kalau da hilang ingatan memang lah tak rase ape2 tapi ,
cube kalau orang uh penting sangat dalam hidup kau .
takkan kau sanggop nak hilang ingatan pasal diye kott .

tibe2 je accident ,
then lupe sume bende .
bukak sekola da tak kenal sape2 .
kawan2 kau sume da takde dalam ingatan .
huhhh , cne aku nak survive dlm keadaan macam uh .

tapi ,
sincere dari hati aku .
kalau satu hari nnti aku hilang ingatan ,
aku nak sume orang yang aku kenal tolong aku ingat balik pe yang kite da buat same2 eah .
takpe , law kau nak ingatkan bende jahat yang aku penah buat pun takpe
.
kite kan kawan . taknak tolong aku ke ?
sedihh betol laa . hahaa .

aku neh da lah kadang2 kejam gak kat orang an .
senang2 je nak mintak tolong . hehee .

** dalam ramai2 kawan aku , aku paling tak sanggop hilang memori pasal ... hmm

hahaaa ,
weyh ! semalam ke haritu entah [ tak ingat lak ]
handphone lame aku da kembali bernyawe balekk !!
nie bukan yang hilang uh .
yg tu ntah ke mane . lakhanat betol spe yang curik uh .
satu neh yang aku gune mase akhir drjah 6 , Form 1 , Form 2 'till awal Form 3.
hahaa ! gembire weyhh dapat tengok phone uh berbunyi2 .
banyak kenangan aku simpan dalam uh .
mesej2 lame . haha ! aku memang cm nie .
memori aku merate aku simpan .
yelahh , kate nak ingat sampai bile2 .
tinggal kan lahh track kat mane2 .
insya'allah . jumpe siket2 pun kdg2 buleh buat kite ingat sume .
: )

phone neh tak banyak meragam pun .
aku yang banyak meragam dengan diye .
kejap2 aku cedera kan diye .
heheheee .

mase akhir2 kali aku gune ,
fon uh cm da tawu2 je .
kejap2 diye off , kejap krng off balek .
smpy aku fed up .
dah laa aku pecah kan cermin dpn screen diye uh .
kesian kan ? haaha .
mase uh dalam krete - pegy rumah mkcik kat subang jaya .
then , naek krete aku dudok lerr .
sedar2 time mmber anta mesej , da pecah cermin uh .
takde ah pecah kott , retak je . mende uh kan p l a s t i k .

mase aku gune fon neh lah jugak aku jumpe due orang muke sebijik macam mmber aku .
lalalalaaaa , macam2 lahh dengan fon neh ;p

jadi , takyah ah susah2 soh ayah belikan bateri untok hidup kan balik phone uh .
nie sbb dulu aku penah cakap kat ibu ,
aku simpan fon uh dalam laci then , abg aku bukak2 lah bagai .
bile aku tanye diye kate bateri uh nta mane .
sadis lak jwpan diye an ? then , baru2 neh diye kate bateri uh diye gune .
ahh , lantak ah nak cakap ape asalkan fon uh da leh digunekan semule .
lepas uh ibu kate , nnti mintak lerr kat ayah .
bla bla bla . takyah dah , dah leh gune pun .
;D

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