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okehh , now i am going to be a blabber box !

why ? dont ask me . ask that kid . yeah , a KID . you know what is a kid , right ? so , dont give me that creepy stare . like , you have never heard the word 'kid' . anak kambeng betol .

let me tell you a little bit about butting into others' problem . because , i've gone through enough trouble and no one will add some more ! i am tired of troubles and problems . i dont want them to ruin my whole suppose-to-be-fun week . any upcoming troubles for me ? i am going to butt off before it came to the worse . yeah , if i need to do a rebell yell , i'll do it for sure ! yeah , i'm telling yah !

let me tell you a little bit more about me . i dont like people to step into my problems unless i told them to do so myself . listen , i dont need anyone to tell me that i've messed up . i dont need anyone to tell me that i should feel sorry . i dont need anyone to tell me about things i've already know . and i dont need anyone to remind me of every single mistakes that i've done !

i know what i'm doing and i know that it's for my own goodness ! i dont need anyone to tell me that i'm wrong everytime i... i , i screwed up . or whatever . but , i just dont need any thing from her ! you understand ? understood ? good .

ughh . tell you what , i'm tired of putting broken things back to its places , if you know what i mean . i've got so many things to do . and i've got my own probs to handle . and , of course , i've got tons of hearts to be saved before i broke another one . yeah , i messed up . i admit it , i messed up but please , i beg you not to tell me anything about it because i already know . i broke people's hearts or i might have tear them into pieces . but , that was positively more than enough . i've done enough . and , i feel like quitting . but , you know what kind of person i am . i dont quit .

so , i am going to go through all of these . with smile : )


ehhh , jap nak gtau cket .

TEGURAN PERTAME : buleh diterime .

TEGURAN KEDUE : oke .

TEGURAN KETIGE : bosan .

TEGURAN KEEMPAT : menyampah .

TEGURAN KELIME dan seterus nye : buleh buat aku marah .

so, jangan ah cakap or tegur bende yang same ulang2 depan aku . aku benci lah budow !

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