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i dont want to hear you so ,

kick me out ! kick me out !

hey . again .

haha , after a short while , here i am heading to a new entry
and you dont need to worry cos here i am with a new story
so here goes nothing but a misery , yeah , a misery
well , i dont care cos i know you're nothing better than me .

hehe . babe , dont you ever get me wrong
i know that your mischieve is getting strong
nobody knows that u've gone wrong
but somehow they're trying to keep u strong .

your friends , they aint no jerks
they were just telling you stupid jokes
but dont u ever keep on ur hopes
ohh , babe , that is soo not your job .

drugs, drugs , drugs . u've gone wrong again
no matter what you do , u've going wrong again
drugs , drugs, drugs . u've gone wrong again
now tell me no lie cos u've gone wrong again .

hm , so those shit up there aint a song . it was just something i happen to typed in here . yeah , if you read the entries before this one , then you'll know what shit i've been through . messed up , how does it feels to be messed up ? well , it was kinda wrote down up there . you feel lost , empty , lack of things you'll never know , suckish , uhm , feels like you're surrounded by dreadful creatures that keep telling you to shut up when they really wanna know your confession . on top of all , you can feel the burden for sure . nothing feels right , just shit . day gone , day past by , but it was filled with emptiness somehow . esp , when someone that you want them to be around is not anywhere to be seen .

well , you know . it feels kind of messed up .

ugh , i am not here to tell you about these shit earlier . endd .

so far , so good . things are getting better . i'm getting taller and bigger . haha , i think i ate too much but , i wont stop . i dont want to control my eating habit because i like to eat this way . when i eat , i dont think . yeah , of course lah i think . i think about the food and keep on concentrating on the food until my very last spoonful of the food . lalalaa . it might be delicious , it might be okay and it can be very delightful . the drinks should be something refreshing and the dessert could be anything from inside the refrigerator . cold !

yeah , they better be something cold or else just dont eat anymore . wait for the next scoop of something . ahhhh , very much for a drooling scene .

so , there . i like food . infact , i L O V E food so much . they bring happiness !

now , who said we cant buy happiness ? you will get one when you buy the food . ouhhh ! haha , maybe i should change the link to food is happiness .blogspot.com . okay , enough said .

this morning . about 8:45 am or something close . there was this P r i v a t e N u m b e r left a missed call . so , i asked my brother about how to view the number and he told me about it . so , i typed in those , what do ya say ? lintang pukang words on the screen and dialed for the service .

so , who wants to know some of these few ???

0 1 3 - 6 2 2 8 1 2 6

0 1 8 - 3 7 4 2 7 0 2

0 1 7 - 5 2 9 8 0 3 6

0 1 7 - 2 7 1 8 2 5 8

0 1 2 - 3 5 3 5 9 4 8

0 1 2 - 6 0 3 2 8 2 3


H a p p y T e x t i n g !

** kalau kau tak lehh terime aku , why should i bother to except you . blahh kau dari hidup aku !

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