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i am CURRENTLY waiting for my PMR results


have you ever heard of the word ' annoying ' ? well , you might also find out that the word equals to the word ' waiting ' . i am easily pissed off . i dont like to wait but sometimes , you just have to wait . why ??? why is it so boring when you keep waiting for things you really wanted to know ???? ughh .

so , you've got the clue . yepp , I AM WAITING for my exam result to finally reveal, come out, shown, what-hell-ever the word is . i'm getting bored , of course .

a friend said , "Can you be less patient than this ?" well , absolute bloody positively CAN . how can i cannot be ? i answered the questions for capla hours and have to wait for the result for hours times 10 !

can you be happy to wait for your birthday surprise that would only be a surprise months after the birthday party ??

hahahaa . jump off the biggest window off a skyscrapper if you answer YES !! because you're going nuts .

today , after taking my morning bath , i went downstairs to eat my so late breakfast . ouch , it was not hot anymore . i cant believe it , mom made us her best ' nasi lemak ' for breakfast . wow . she was just home last night from the airport and she must have woke up pretty early to make those breakfast .

looking at mom makes me think a lot . can i be as good as her ? i couldnt find the answer yet . but , i'll be able to answer that years after this entry was posted . and of course , i dont know when . maybe hours before i died ? hehe .

she's like the best mom anyone could have ever had . okay , 'nuff said . everyone will agree to the fact that their moms are the best , right ? i dont know what kind of child that would have disagree .

uhm , so , what are you doing ?

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