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ahhh , tak tawu nak cakap ape dah .

hm , tapi saje nak update belog neh . nak kasi diri aku tak bosan . pasal ape ? aku kadangkadang pegy tengoktengok belog aku neh , lepas tu rase mcm dah bosan nak mati . grr , sbena nye aku takde lah rase nak update sangat . cume , hm , bosan kott .

tadi leka menyibuk kan diri using Ares Galaxy , cehheehe . memang suke menebeng kat situ kott . skodeng lagu punye lah lame , aku nak carik something utk telinga neh dengar . hahaa , tak tau lagu baru ape yang best , banyak bunyi sume cm same dengan jea masengmaseng . menyampah betol , lepas uh salu kuaa kat corong radio lak uh . last last , aku pun dah lame tak dengar radio . hahaha . tapi jumpe lagu yang aku nak carik tu wokk , ending aku carik lagu idaman era aku kecikkecik dulu , tapi aku dah pndai minat Cramberries , cehhh . Dolores punye suare cool weyh ;DD

tibetibe teringat kat achik kantin kat sekola aku uh . mak oih , nak cakap dengan diye sorang jea ambik mase berape minit entah . memang dy suke buang mase aku kott . aku neh dah laa tak berape suke nak gune tone tinggi kalau bukan dengan member sekepale aku . hehe , bajet baek sangat lah konon nye . hm , tapi , ape nak buat . achik tu disable kott , bile aku bertutur punye lah sopan , heyyy , diye buleh buat tak tau dengan aku . lepas uh , bile aku tarik muke nak bla , buleh lak dehhh perasan aku wujud kat situ . panggilpanggil aku balik , adoyy .

last last , dari ingat nak beli nasik goreng yang siket tp mahal yg amat uh , aku beli roti 60sen yang import dari kilang mane ntah . ambik ngkau . hilang selera aku , patah semangat aku nak makan . malas nak cakap lebihlebih tapi , kalau muke achik uh mcm Angelina Jolie lah katekann , memang aku tak berganjak nak pegy beli makanan . siyes nehh ~

dah lah member aku banyak dah kuaa dari sekola uh , achik kantin tahon lepas pun bla jugak . heyyy , sape lagy nak tinggalkan aku lepas neh ???? tunggu ah bulan 3 , second intake SBP , kannn . entah entah , makin besepah yang pegy tinggalkan aku kat sini , tersidai sorang sorang dalam kelas uh memekak . hm , aku bukan ade niat nak memekak sbena nye , cume bile teringat kat member aku yang salu layan aku terbaek uh kan , aku cm , hm , mcm terbayang-bayang dorg ade kat sbelah aku .

haritu , sorg kawan aku neh leka dok tegur aku dari belakang , aku pulak dok jalan straight jea ke depan , aku ingatkan diye cakap dengan kawan aku yg name panggilannye same dgn aku . hehee , baru aku sedar waktu tu yg diye dah pindah . sedih kan hidop aku ? lepas tu , tym balik , agak lame ah jugak aku dudok kat tepi tangge sorg2 mase satu hari isnin , hm , ingat nak tggu kawan aku , pun pelik mane dy pegy sbb diye satu kelas dgn aku , tbe2 baru aku ingat yg diye pun dah pindah skola . kdgkdg teringat gak kat kawan2 yg laen . kalau kat dalam kelas , kdg2 saje dudok kat meja belakang buat keje skola . sbena nye , aku rindu kawan aku yg dulu gune meja tu . huwaaaa huwaaa ! sape lah yang tau ape aku buat wktu aku menekap muke aku kat meja tu , kann . sadis sunggoh .

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