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what did you say??

aaaahhhh..
it's been a long time since i last wrote in English. burrr..
i feel bored actually. well, back then on those days when i wrote in Bahasa.
maybe because, i dont have any English novel with me for a very long period of time.

well, now, here i am. i hope to get an A+ for my mid-year English test.
i've got 82% last time and yes it was an improvement but, i wont let myself down again.
82% ?? that was LOWWWWWW for someone who reads a lot.
i know i read a lot. but, uhm, OK, there shouldnt be any buts. wtvr.

so, i've done my best to keep myself satisfied with that English test held 2 weeks ago.
and hopefully, i will get A+ this time!! i wish...
if i ever had a wish list, it will be in the TOP 5 list for sure. aint it? hahaa.
well, i am pretty sure i have many things on that invisible wish list.
maybe, it's a WISH LIST(S), yeah, with the capital S hanging at the back of the word.


now, what did i do last week?

the school shoes, DONE.

the school uniform, DONE.

the homework, NOT YET, still thinking of doing it.

what else? eat? YES, FOR SURE.

being awake early in the morning to watch football match? NOPE, not gonna happen.

went to tuition class? YES, but i didn't attend one class.

what about study? I DID, not plenty perhaps a little.

get enough sleep? OF COURSE.

read books? YEPP, sure did.

sing songs? ahaa, that. I DID.

turn off the phones? YEPP, last Thursday, kind of proud of myself.

eat any sugary stuff lately? okay. YES, ice creams, chocolates, cakes, drinks. Ughhh!

pretend that school does not exists? MAYBE, but i did arranged my schoolbag.

quarrel with anyone yet? I THINK SO, so what?

did you win? I DONT KNOW, it doesnt do me any good if i did win anyway.

why did you think that way? MAY I ASK? what way anyway? hahaa.

have anyone ever told that you're annoying? I DONT MIND as long as i am happy to be me.

have you ever regret doing anything? YES, but it's not talking to myself when i'm alone.

OK, what is it? NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS, happy?

what about saying things? I THINK I DID, but i dont remember what.



because i am currently lack of idea, i think i'll stop now. right after the FULLSTOP.

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