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If You Want To Say It, Just Say it


"It's good to wait..and wait. Because it means you're not going to die. Be thankful because you're not the one who's being rushed into the ER and treated first."

Every month, I'll be waiting for my Dad to come home. I know that he'll bring me something from the office - something I enjoy silently. Why silently? Because I read silently, you dorks. HAHAA, Reader's Digest monthly edition!!! Gosh..what will a 16-year-old do with that dull magazine? What the heck..the mags are not dull - it's not boring either, you know. They are beneficial, for your God sake. FYI, you can learn tons of new words from those mags. I'll be the most jubilant person on Earth if there is any Woollyhoodwinks freebies provided with the mags. Hahaha. I have always dream to meet the Woolyhoodwinks plushy characters. I've even subscribed myself for their updates - if there's any. However, I haven't seen any of the Woollyhoodwinks plushies anywhere. Or are there any in Malaysia? Hmm...






I guess it's OK though. Maybe I'll be making my own felt plushies when I really have enough money to buy the materials to make one, or more. Hahaha. Its just sad to know that I am the member of Woollyhoodwinks but still, I haven't catch a glimpse of it with my own naked eyes!! UGH..

Whatever it is, I'm still alive, aren't I? Hahaha. And I still have to revise those subjects for the finals. Hate it when I don't understand a thing.. Not that I am somekind of an ignorant person or whatever. Its just...I can't stand it!! I always tell myself that there's still enough time but the truth is there is no time left!!! Is that true? Please say that my life ain't over yet!!! I'm dependless!! What should I do????????!!!!!! Huwaaaaaa!!! The teacher told me to at least pass the Add Maths paper. Now, it burdens me!!

H E L P !

Now if you want to say it, just say it. Don't wait. ...............please don't fail, again.




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