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Wahhh...sedap sunggoh lagu Miley Cyrus - Stay tu, yeah?


So, what have you been up to? Darling baby aku dah balik, ouh gosh, saye sangat suka. Yeah yeah yeah. Dah berape hari tak jumpe, uhm, perhaps dah 5 hari macam tu lah. Gosh,, rindu. Bosan gler waktu dia takde depan mate, right? Hahaa...dah lah waktu aku nak call member aku, takde sorang pun angkat phone. Nak ckap macam cibai karang kott sorang-sorang datang bagi backhand kat aku karang. Hehee..so, diam-diam sudah lah. Sunyi siot 5 hari tu. Untung jea banyak benda kene buat, banyak tempat kena pegi. Kalau tak, mau aku terjun bangunan tak dapat carik ganti. Bengong tauke kedai tu, habis licin Inbox aku dia kerja kan. Mane aku nak carik mesej-mesej dulu tu dahh...adoai. RM20 melayang boleh carik ganti woo, mesej yang dah aku simpan neh kalau hilang, menyayat hati dow. Hee, aku tak dapat agak lah macam mane rase nye hati kawan aku yang handphone kene curik tu. Lagi sakit hati kott, at least aku still ada gambar-gambar tahun sbelum neh dengan member aku. Heehe, tu kalau hilang memang aku bakar kedai handphone tu - kasi bankrupt perniagaan kau!


Ape aku cakap neh? Dah macam penjenayah je bunyi. Astaghfirullahal'azim!


Okeh, hari nie oke lah, bak kate classmate aku sorang nie, "Keje aku gelak je hari nie. Banyak benda aku dah lupe. Lagi 2 minggu periksa." Memang, aku sedar tu. Cikgu Add Maths dah sedarkan aku tadi, wakakaa. Memang, mukadimah jea dah panjang mana pulak, sekali dengan nasihat itu ini. Belajar, belajar, belajar... tibe-tibe dah borak dengan member neh, lupe kejap periksa lagi 2 minggu.


Esok aku rasa ramai member aku takde kat skola neh. Tak tau lah...kott dorg datang gak skola, dtg lah. Aku memang ade je kat skola, takde port lain nak pegi dah weekdays neh. Weekends Insya'allah tak sampai 24 hours kat rumah. Busy meyh..form 4 memang tak boleh relax sangat. Huru-hara form 5 nanti, boleh berasap otak aku nak ulangkaji. Subjek Fizik, takde hal, kau tanye jea ape kau nak tanye. Gerenti - memang gerenti aku jawab. Comfirm aku jawab, "Tak tau." Seminggu belajar Fizik 4 mase, semua tu lepas waktu rehat. Mase rehat pulak, kene tunggu orang kantin tu masak dulu baru boleh beli then, makan. Buat nye pukul 10:40am baru siap makanan, bila pulak aku habis makan? Jalan-jalan masok kelas, dah habis 1 mase. 40 minit belajar, belom paham pe2 dah je cikgu melangkah kuar dari kelas. Dah tu teros sambung belajar subjek lain lagi. Seriousely, subjek lain boleh survive, Fizik tu je..entah lah. Sadis weyh!


Dah elok-elok dapat cikgu Fizik n Kimia yang bagos, buleh pulak kene ganti dengan cikgu lain. Kalau cakap taknak boleh tak? Kadang-kadang kalau aku rase nak belajar Fizik dekat kelas sbelah, ZAPPP!, aku pun keluar kelas, masok kelas sebelah. Korbankan 1 waktu subjek lain tapi memandangkan aktiviti neh dianggap ponteng kelas walaupun hakikatnye aku ade dalam kelas (tapi kelas orang), tetap tak boleh. Jadi, terpaksa lah duduk diam-diam. Any complaint? Keep your feet in your mouth, please.




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