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A Good New Start


It's not NEW YEAR yet.
But for pupils like me, it's not a mistake to start now.
Yeah, even if it's late - there is always enough time.
We are given 24 hours daily each,
I know that we have to spend it wisely.
Or at least, don't waste those precious seconds with stupidity.

I know that i spent tons of times with my friends at school. Sometimes, the teacher teaches but the pupils just play. Yeah, after all these months, I swear I played a lot. And sometimes, by not scoring enough As for the exam, it made me feel nothing. maybe I was numb - I didn't feel that much. Sometimes it worried me till it haunted my night but, i managed to get over it the next day. Friends - they gave you courage, they make you believe, they open your eyes to many things. Somehow, we get scared especially when exam is around the corner. We sometimes got distracted easily then, we didn't believe that we can actually be good at many things. Friends accompanied us in many sticky situations that was supposed to make us good teens but, we tend to kid around instead. Sometimes i wonder, how can i be ignoring all these stuff and pretend that it was just those-little-things-that-i-will-realise-some-other-time-and-repent ??

Why did i do things when i know they were wrong?

Life is infact complicated though. It starts before we are ready, it continues while we are still trying to figure out the point of it. And it ends long before we have worked out just what to do.

Or at least, that was what I thought.

Just then I wondered, without me realising maybe SPM had once whispered into my ears, "Ready or not, here I come". Suddenly, it gives me shivers and goosebumps. Thank you, everyone for not making me an ignorant person. You are very well appreciated :)

P/S: When the time comes and I have to sit there in front of those papers, I'll pray to Allah and I hope that I AM GOING TO BE READY and will be doing just fine. Mum & Dad, I love you both.

BRING IT ON, bebeyh.


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