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Back To That DECEMBER

Only boring people get bored !!

Hahaa, fes time terbace quote tu rse macam "ade betul gak,kan".

Tapi, macam benci lah pulak trbace quote tu bile aku tgh bosan kat rumah. *of kos, tiap kali bukak bku ltihan add mx je nmpk*

Sape soh aku conteng, ye tak?

Haritu dalam krete, crite pasal ape ntah dgn abg - psal bhse sms kott. Ade org taip 'bowink, bwink, bsan, bosan, borink, boring, brg' tapi aku 'bsn' jea.

Abg ckap, "Abg tak pnh bosan, abg dah plan ape nak buat satu hari." Aku diam je, trcbar ke aku? Siket.

Hm, nie bukan point entri neh. Ape lahh...

Boleh kate, sejak masuk Form 4 hari-hari aku teringat kat kawan-kawan yg da pindah. Sadd

Kadang-kadang fkir, kalau lah aku buleh ulang mase - aku nak pegi mase aku Form 2, knonnye. Taknak. Nak mase FORM 3.

Mase Form2, aku tak knal rmai org. Ragam bdak skola mngah pun aku xbpe pham. Tmbah plak, aku rpat dgn spe yg rpat dgn aku je. Pstu, salu lepak kelas sbelah sbb ade jiran aku. HAAAHA

Tapi, benci gak mase Form2 rmai classmate aku suke berahsia sgt dgn aku. Mcm aku kesah je dgn cter dorg uh tp tiap kali dorg nak ckap pe2, soh aku jgn dgar lah bgai.

Yg soh aku pegi tmpat lain pun ade. Yelah, sbb aku suke gnggu korg menggedik, kan? Senior tu, senior nie..walhal satu kelas tu dah tau prngai korg. Kan, Fizzah? Shhhh...

Dari Form 1 lah mmg ade hal tu, aku plak sensitif kalau ade org buat aku mcm budak kcik xtau ape-ape. Suke-suke nk tolak aku ke tepi. *touching knon, haha*

Tapi, tak kesah sume tu. Aku kan budak 'tak banyak perasaan'. Heish, taknak pegi ke tahun tu - dilema.

Yang paling seronok mase Form 3. Tahun tu dah kenal semua orang dekat batch aku. Hehe, tahun tu jugak bnyak buat hal sampai ade classmate aku ckap, "Kau dah berubah, bnyak." Yeah, I am less hipocrit. Dulu byak kene jage hati org, classmate trlmpau rmai. Konon.

Tapi, aku tetap bendahari yang tak penah kutip cukai kelas! Hahaa, mane ade lah. Mane-mane aku rase perlu je aku mintak, kan? Kalau tahun sbelum, tiap-tiap bulan aku kerah korg. Kesian korg.

Terutame sekali yg dudok asrma tu, mmg aku tau korg ade duet. Sampai sanggup tunggu korg ade duit pecah, duit kecik, duit baki, duit syiling, duit segale duit lah.

Kejam ke aku dulu eah? Hm, tak kott.

Mase Form 3 jugak, lebih senang kawan dgn org yg sekepale dgn aku. Kawan yg waktu Maths suke tido dgn aku, waktu Geo salu gelak-gelak dgn aku, waktu Bm salu lmbat msok kelas dgn aku - tu mmg kwn baik lah kan. Sape lah ladies neh?

Duduk satu baris dgn dorg mmg santai je waktu belaja kott. Kalau trlebih sntai tu gerenti ustaz Muhazam suroh aku tuka tmpat sbelah bdak laki. Biar aku senyap.

Hakikatnye, mmg aku susah nk diam kott. Smpai bdak yg naseb dpat aku dok sbelah dia pun ckap, "Kau neh asal buleh je, tak kene layan pun kau ckap gak."

Pening kpale die dngar suare aku, kott. Sampai ustaz pun kene baling kapur kat aku - untung tak bullseye! Tapi, ustaz tetap sabar, baik dan peramah dgn aku. Aku je tak reti nak zipp mulut rpat-rpat waktu die mengajar.

Mesti tension dia ajar aku. Mase Form 4, sume nak dia ajar kat kelas aku tu. Aku pun NAK. Tapi, dia kate, "Nak tau npe sye taknak ambk kelas kmu sume? Tanye Umirul." So, aku harap classmate aku skrg tak brdendam dgn aku okeh. Ade hikmah sume ni brlaku. Cehhh..

*nak backup diri sendiri jugak*

2009 jugak ajar aku macam-macam. Wlaupun tahun tu aku ade buat bnde pling bdoh dlm hidup, ade jugak nanges kene tegur kat kawan sendiri, gaduh siket pun aku nanges kott kalau dgn sorg gadis neh. Ade ape yg spesel dgn dia? Aku tak bleh kalau tak baik dgn dia, mesti rindu sakan. Gadoh cmne pun, tetap syg dia. Smpai hari nie, nak gmbar kteorg peluk cium pun ade lahh. Baik je die, baik lah aku. Heheee..

Tahun tu buat aku jadi kuat kott. Ntah ape perencah kteorg letak, penangan nye PERGHHH! Sedappp, fingers lickin' good, kan Colonel.

Gosh, aku sayang sangat kat korg sume. Sekali kite kawan, ttap kawan smpai mati.

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