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Hello, ladies and gentleguys. If there is anyone reading. My blog is quite pathetic. I hardly remember when was my last visit here. Couldn't be online often. There are so many things that I have to settle before I could enjoy my about-a-year holidays with my friends. Can't wait yet don't really want to get my mind too close to the holidays part. Mann, I've got tons of works to do. Sometimes I do feel like exploding. Uhm, maybe I should enjoy myself exploding. Sounds crazy...


I'm thinking of changing the template once again. Have not think of any desirable idea yet. And, OMJ, that reminds me that I haven't upload some previews of my previous templates. Well, accidents happens. Actually, I'm sort of not hardworking enough to upload those photos. And, OMJ again, CSI has released their 10th season in Malaysia which means season 11th is coming!!!!! Oh My Justin, I can't wait to watch him on Tv again. Yeah, the last time I watched him on Tv was when 8tv generously presented his close up interview on new year - or whatever that thing was. I woke up infront of the Tv and all of a sudden I thought I knew that voice. Yeah, man. It was him. *Ape kene pulak aku dengan Justin tu? Adehh...* Okeh okeh, panjang sangat pasal Justin. Taknak cter dah...


OMJ for only-He-knows-how-many-times, Sailormoon will be on ntv7 coming soon. I really hope that Sailormoon will be on Sunday mornings! I'm gonna be major busy on many Saturdays - have classes to attend from 9am to 4pm. Believe it or not but I only have time to eat my lunch, solat, relax my head from only 1pm to 2pm between those hours. But, I made it on my first busy Saturday. And that cheers me up a bit - knowing I can actually read and learn for that long and still remembering them the next day. Hope that I won't knock my head on anything and lost my memory. That would be soo sadd and hell yeah, with double D and double O.


Have you ever thought of running away from anything but still going to achieve endless happiness? Brain, don't fail me.

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