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and i'm OUT,


HAHAA. I accidentally clicked on the -not-suppose-to-be-clicked button and then, my SIGNATURE is gone.
Yeah. The one that was supposed to be down there, at the end of every entry I made.

Nah. I am not going to put it back. Such a waste of time - to search for unimportant thing. For this one time, it's not so important. I want to be FAST,  like SUPER fast. Or I'll miss that cartoon teaching me Physics for SPM. The upcoming paper, for crying out loud!

Uhh, whatevs. The week has been kinda stressing, a bit. Not. A lot. Because of the thing I didn't expect to happen. Wow. That reminds me, I wanted to cry so badly but I refused to do so. Because I don't be reminded about it again. Geesshh, someone please save me! Grr. For the past months, I've done well but, UGH. Why did I screwed up????? Hate myself for being ignorant for a while back on that day. Where have I thrown my bucket full of creative writings???? I am so not forgiving myself for this one unforgivable mistake.

Burr. It has been a long time since the last entry. I missed my virtual friends a lot. Tatiana, Beat and Soonei. And, Alya - I wonder where she's at right now. Lost contact much?

I need some REST, or I'll burst like the cell in Biology. Wish I could go back to that day. Still, another 12 days and then, I AM OUTTA SCHOOL for good!!!
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