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Dear Two thousand twelve,
I really have some wishes of my own and I really wanted them to come true. Ofcourse, who the hell does not want their dreams to come true, right? Dae, I shouldn't be asking such question.


Hm, as the clock goes ticking, just like the usual, is it not?


Frankly, I tend to forget about stuff easily. Maybe it is because I laughed a lot. Some say you can lose your memory in a blink of an eye when you laugh so hard and laugh a lot. Hehh. I did laugh a lot while watchig Running Man. Some things cannot be help. I don't know.


Last time, I absent-mindedly left my Mom's bottle at the shopping center after she bought me the socks I really needed. The other day, the phone slipped from my pocket and I almost left my C3 at the restaurant during my lift at my aunt's place. Then, today, the phone slipped again. Gladly, the phone - still with me. However, after I paid for the haircut at the salon, I accidentally left, again, my Mom's water bottle which she told to bring incase I turn out to be thirsty. Huuu...


Gosh, I am positively sure I am not infected by alzheimer or what-hell-ever those related diseases are.


I guess my main wish for the newcoming year is, not to be forgetful. I almost forgot to type this in, today I put my watch in my pocket, I was thinking to wear it in the car. And, I planned to bring my novel with me. Of course I brought it with me, I was clutching it like a clutch itself. Unfortunately, I brought it half way only. I left it on the table outside, in front of the door after I locked the door. How embarassing just to tell you guys about that. Because while telling you the story via internet, I am also telling you how lame I can be sometimes. Incase you don't realise it yet, thank you for doing so.


Uh, yes, about the watch, I don't know where it is now. Ugh. O' Allah, help me. Please. I beg You, the Most Merciful~

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