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After years of longing for my own Rilakkuma. I finally realised something. I gave mine to a friend last year. So, now, I am just a normal girl, sort of pathetic, without any Rilakkuma. Hoho. And, to make it more pathetic, every time I bumped onto Rilakkuma by chance - I sort of, the fact is humiliating but, lets face it that I coincidentally don't bring enough money to buy a Rilakkuma. Suppose I could just plead the cashier girl to lend me some money but that would cost some pride - which I don't intent to rip. Enthusiastic - from now onwards, I should bring a briefcase of cash while shopping! You just wait for me, Rilakkuma-sama !


Weeks ago I finished all the previous episodes of Running Man. You bet it took a long time to finish those episodes. Lets see, I started watching them since last year. Ha ha. Proud enough to say that I don't have to wait for the episodes to buffer any longer as I can continue to watch Running Man every week now through my beloved telly! SBS channel, I LOVE YOU! Ah, another thing just occur to me. Last year I decided to learn Hangul for a change. Ha ha. Not seriously though. However, I can read Hangul now, dude! And keep learning Hangul words since then, though not many. As I didn't take any serious 'learning Hangul' class. And, and, I can write a bit of Hangul words and names. Ha ha. Since I can write using Hangul alphabets pretty well, I write my diary in Hangul - only the meaning is sort of Romanized, of course. It sure feels good if I can be an expert in other languages. I wonder...


It has been more than a week since the last driving lesson. I wonder where did songsaengnim went. Kyaa~ I'm afraid that I will lose my driving skills - though my skills are pretty rookie but, still... what if I forget how to even start the engine. Now, now, that's not calming. If I am to lose my knowledge of driving the car, I think I might lose my insanity too. Who the hell wants to fail in their driving test, right????


Oh yes! Here's a happy news. While waiting for Running Man which took 6 days every week, I watched Ao no Exorcist anime. IT WAS COOOOOOL! I was dying to know the every episodes and the next, and the next - I watched them every day and night like mad (not really, though) and PUFF! Now, I'm currently following Ouran High School Host Club which has higher ratings than Ao no Exorcist! Aren't I a great otaku??? yet?


Last but not least (ugh, how cliché this sounds), uhm, I forgot. Ah, absolutely! (suddenly it passed by my mind) I've been a great fan of the so cool Paramore since, even I can't remember - secondary school, is it? Why am I asking you for an answer? Gahhh. Haaa, and, I realised that I haven't visit their website yet so, last night I went there. And read updates from Hayley, Hayley, Hayley~~ Sometimes, her hair looks as if they grow naturally with that colour to me, to me, to me~~ What's with the echoing??


Before any more crappy nonsense be typed. Ha ha. Let me introduce myself to the next episode of Ouran. Ciao!


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6 FEB - HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO THE GETTING MORE MATURE, FATIN FARHANA BT MIDZAN!!! Hm, I think I will meet her again soon,, however not so soon I guess. Anyway,, LETS BE HAPPY!!!!

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