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kejap je dah hari Rabu. ibu asik tanya, "Nak pegi ke UUM tu?" haa lah, nak pegi. tak lama pun kan. sengaja lah nak ada pengalaman hidup dekat kampus kejap. lepas tu balik rumah, busy balik.

lepas subuh pagi tadi baru perasan ada Nuran text. haha. pukul 12.30am - memang positif tengah tidur nyenyak masa tu. haha. cepat-cepat reply terima kasih sebab bagitau dah boleh semak kemasukan matrikulasi kan. lepas buat sarapan terus menghadap internet. yeah. dapat tak? dapat tak? DAPAT LAH KAN. tapi nak kata confirm terima tawaran tu belum lagi sebab sebelum ni banyak dengar pasal matriks//asasi//tahmidi(?) .etc tu. kena rajin belajar, bak kata orang. kalau masuk diploma pun kena rajin belajar jugak kan? kalau tak belajar tu memang lah result pun tak bagus. setakat ni dah ada tiga orang recommend terima tawaran matrikulasi. agak-agak diploma farmasi// perakaunan aku apply tu dapat tak yeah?

then, sengaja pegi buat semakan kemasukan tingkatan enam tu. tak penah lagi aku kena reject, tiba-tiba kena reject. wuhuhu. ANDA TIDAK LAYAK, nama tiada dalam senarai kemasukan .etc. hehh, yelah, awak kan famous sebagai peperiksaan paling susah di asia. okay, fine. tak kisah pun.

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