heading towards a bigger world

kejap je dah hari Rabu. ibu asik tanya, "Nak pegi ke UUM tu?" haa lah, nak pegi. tak lama pun kan. sengaja lah nak ada pengalaman hidup dekat kampus kejap. lepas tu balik rumah, busy balik.

lepas subuh pagi tadi baru perasan ada Nuran text. haha. pukul 12.30am - memang positif tengah tidur nyenyak masa tu. haha. cepat-cepat reply terima kasih sebab bagitau dah boleh semak kemasukan matrikulasi kan. lepas buat sarapan terus menghadap internet. yeah. dapat tak? dapat tak? DAPAT LAH KAN. tapi nak kata confirm terima tawaran tu belum lagi sebab sebelum ni banyak dengar pasal matriks//asasi//tahmidi(?) .etc tu. kena rajin belajar, bak kata orang. kalau masuk diploma pun kena rajin belajar jugak kan? kalau tak belajar tu memang lah result pun tak bagus. setakat ni dah ada tiga orang recommend terima tawaran matrikulasi. agak-agak diploma farmasi// perakaunan aku apply tu dapat tak yeah?

then, sengaja pegi buat semakan kemasukan tingkatan enam tu. tak penah lagi aku kena reject, tiba-tiba kena reject. wuhuhu. ANDA TIDAK LAYAK, nama tiada dalam senarai kemasukan .etc. hehh, yelah, awak kan famous sebagai peperiksaan paling susah di asia. okay, fine. tak kisah pun.

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There Are Some Silver Lining

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is it a mistake? it is?

hmm, last night, while i was sleeping about 8++ pm at the living room, suddenly my phone rang and there was a message from an annonymous number which means i dunno whoever this person is. i woke up and cant continue my beauty sleep. i read the message that goes like this.. "haii.. nme ko adila an?" something like that lahh. then i replied, "apsl? de kne ngene bla bla..." i didnt remember this. and this annonymous person replied back, saying i am so "poyo" and "cam bgus" and "pegi mmpos" and "bla lah wei" [talk to the hand lahh weyy!] i felt so pissed off and felt like kicking his brain out of his big-headed head!! ahhh! and replied, "Fuck lak kaw, sial!! Bjet kaw bgos sgt nk carut2 aku nehh!" i knew that he is a "he" cos no bitch dares to text me like that or else she'll wake up underwater in a bird cage with nothing but herself. you dont messed up with the one who messed other people up, you got that j...

"Hey there, Delilah. Here's to you. This one's for you"

Hello, lovelies. 💗 There are certain things keep bugging my head every now and then but none of those is as saddening as this one currently circling my head. Almost two years has passed. Crazy how one thing could really decide to just sit there in your head and won't ever leave, right? *sigh. And as crazy as that may be, um, I don't know why it keeps coming back. I don't mean anything vivid like flashbacks - just feelings. Perhaps I'm so used to missing it every single day and had been comfortable of doing so for quite a long time that somehow a man of routine like me failed to forget. Not like I'm trying hard enough. I remember crying so hard and has begged to have my life back. Wallahi , that one du'a was so sincerely wished it literally came true. I got my life back. He gave me my life back. Just the way it was before life decided to be complicated. But why, though everything is back as it was once were, that I start to..um. Am I ...

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