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No longer virtual,


Hey. Finally I have something to blab about. It was before my birthday, I guess. Maybe not. But I'm sure it was a night before I dump my belongings into my aunt's place for a couple of days. We went spreeing at Times Square and I was looking for SoxWorld HAHAA.

I found that SoxWorld later when we're on our way out of the mall.

Realising that a friend used to tell me that she worked in the mall somewhere so I texted her. Blah blah blah and I found her! I went to do this stalking thing first before jumping into the boutique. Haha. But, before that I have to wait for her finish her solat and all. Fascinating. For me, good first impression is important. Major important.

Sejuk perut bonda dia mengandung 9 bulan. Huhuu

Then, as we were greeting each other cheerfully. Very. We took our first picture together and I was shaking so badly, I think she recognised. How can someone not? People always know my hands shiver a lot HAHAA. What most significant is she looks exactly like how she always does in pictures which I saw years ago. Yes, right when I was with MySpace. So, it wasn't hard for me to identify her as my virtual friend - sekarang kawan baik, bukan sekadar virtual friend lagi. Yeah yeah yeah. *muka penoh harapan*

Sampai sekarang kalau tengok gambar ni masih lagi terbayang masa pertama kali jumpa tu. Even masa texting pun. Hahaa. Kau ada?

Today, this guy from KLMU called, invited me to attend this so called Seminar Pendidikan & Kerjaya. Aigoo, I was surprised (more like, stunned) that guy actually spoke super politely even when I made it obvious that I wouldn't make it. Aduh, silap hari bulan aku jejak kaki kat seminar tu HAHAA. Tapi tak cukup rajin lah, orang sopan tu tak cukup nak tambah semangat pegi seminar tu. I didn't have the heart to turn him down or something so, I continued being my so immature self saying stuff like, 'I'll go ask Mom first' and other stuff. Yes, you can laugh now.

The most unbelievable thing happened when he said, "Tahniah result tu. Pandai lah adik ni. Haa, kalau tak kerja sekarang boleh lah sambung Diploma Kulinari dengan mak, kan? 3 bulan ni mesti dah pandai masak macam-macam. Haha. Esok free? Boleh datang...ajak kawan...parent pun boleh...pukul blah blah blah..number?..hantar invite..." Just as I thought the conversation was going to be quite a long one. If I ever further my studies in mass-com, I'll be able to communicate that well with people. I'm not good in making any conversation sounds great. Even when I try to spread some funny stories, I end up laughing all the way without being able to make people understand the things I'm trying to tell. Yeah.

Seriously, why am I like that? And in the end, I forgot to tell the guy that tomorrow I won't be around. How lame.

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