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yes, the interview


and i hope the interview went well. right after he called out my name, i got up from my seat and start to walk in. gulp. as soon as i got myself into the room, i greeted both interviewer [i think they're lecturers] and handed out my file full of papers and important documents. oh, including my photo from last year,actually. hihi.


those two lecturers were fun to be with, i think. because they didn't make me want to leave ASAP. instead, they made me want to stay longer. hehe. i'm glad that i didn't get nervous or jumpy because they're kind. they made me laugh and i made them laugh too. i just hope that i looked convincing and they would let me be with the faculty. hoho. i don't know what they think of me. and, i like it when they ask me if i have any question for them. she said, "...because once you step outside and go back home, you won't be able to question us any longer."



well, i blew up the chance on asking them of course. why was i like that? on my way back home, i began to think about what they have said to me. they even told me to stop being in a bubble. yeah, i don't mind them telling me that. in fact, i'm glad because it is kind of true. hehe. that was because i told them i don't really use the internet or watch tv or even read the newspaper. i think i might looked a little bit too laid back back then. awkward.

sorry, because i didn't prepare anything for my own introduction. it's not like i have enough time to complete everything in one night, right?

they asked me which school i was from, luckily they knew my school even when the school's in different district - obviously  in different state. "why did you choose this programme?", "what makes you think this is fun?", .etc. i was glad because i managed to answer them. believe me i tried so hard to answer positively - yeah, i don't want to sound negative in any way. because of that, i realised i took some time to answer. haha. that irritated me. overall i'm happy with the interview. quite satisfied though not really. i stuttered at times.

when i got home, i didn't get the chance to ask them about my essay. or even if i have the potential to be on the call back list early this May. i should stop answering people straight away without thinking. ugh. i irritate me sometimes. however, the interview went well. for now. can't wait for the result. oh yeah, remind me that Ashura ask to send her regard to mr.driving instructor HAHAA

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