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Assalamualaikum Earthlings !

Hahaa it's been so long since I last post anything here . My last words were "Ramadhan came" but now, it seems like the fasting month is over, obviously. It is now the sixth day of Eidul Fitr ^^ and I'm Eighteen ! Tomorrow I'll be back to hostel - gotta meet my lovely roommates && practicum mates. Ahoy, mates! Ooh, I feel like a pirate. Ha ha. Now I can live under the ocean and befriend with Spongebob Squarepants who live in the pineapple. And I can be the first mate of Black Pearl's ship or discover what the underwater has to offer. Hm, I wonder what's that going to be like?

Enough my being nonsense =,=

Last time, I texted a friend. We were talking shit. Ha ha. Nope. He then, recommended me to listen to Marina & the Diamonds' song entitled Primadonna. Okay, we all know the fact that 'Prima' means prime or first and 'Donna' means lady. Whatever it is - the song's great ! Totally not an earsore.

"Oh my gosh! I got an eyesore. I've got myself 5 days MC. What the hell !" *girl being smack on the face* Ha ha. That video was so tahi. Tahi here means 'shitty'. A pract mate showed me the video of that girl while we were studying for UPS. Well, some part of me was studying and the other part was telling nonsense. I could see people's ears bleeding upon hearing every single words I spilled out from my mouth. Ha ha, very phony. Guess what, I regretted every stupidity I've omitted the next three seconds after we dismissed the study group.

I am sorry for not keeping my volume down all the time, guys. I was annoying.

I've uploaded new tracks of songs - is that correct? - and I've skipped taking medicine for two days now. Fever's still in. Coughing still in place - only a bit better compared to several days before. I coughed till I couldn't sleep. It felt worse when I couldn't eat nasi impit with kuah kacang - you know how nuts can make the cough go crazier - and it get worst when I didn't feel like celebrating eid at all.

So long everybody. Goodbye the comfort of the so called HOME.

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