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Rainbow , please come out .

I CAN SEE CLEARLY NOW THE RAIN IS GONE ~~

That song reminds me of my childhood times . You know , those happy moments when all you ever think of is how to have fun and enjoy every minute of your long-way-to-go life . Oh and I am still having fun every now and then during matriculation . Thanks to my dear practicum mates who usually able to make my life a so-cool-rollercoaster-ride with extra creamy fillings ! Dude , I never thought that I'll ever make buddies with these kind of joyful people . And protective . And reliable . And kind at heart . And just everything I could ever ask of . HAHAA and so after a so long pause of ridiculous postings , here's another one ! *applause . Just where did you think I've gone ? Maannn , I miss being here . I miss the times where I am able to post entry regularly .

Life's been busy lately . I think I might turn into a panda if I continue living this way . You know , stay up so late , staring so focusly , kicking butts (oh , maybe you can minus that activity now) . It is fun being in matriculation - only if you are destined to bump into such incredible friends because life here can turn upside down anytime . That totally rings a bell . I wish I could turn back time and not act stupid and have my friend back . Ughh .

See , I told you . Things can change in a blink of an eye . Time changed . People changed . I changed . Uhm , I just hope we didn't change . Because it suckishly ruin some part of all of us . I don't want a reshuffle presentation group . I don't want a blank stare . I don't want anyone to have to turn away . Most importantly , I don't want two split vacation . I am sorry for being so annoying . If you ever wondered why I acted like that , it is because I feel guilty when you said , "Ibu aku dah bengang" . Do put the blame on me because I , too , feel hurt when my mother felt that way towards me . All of us love our mothers dearly . I AM SORRY . I sincerely do .

So , are we still friends ? *raised eyebrows

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