" OOHMERULE "

18:02 16/4/2014 Hanani binti Zaharin Kajang S1EP1 UPM, Age 20 1994 - 2014 Nanot. Pergi. Jantung berlubang. Dah sihat. Jatuh sakit. Pengsan. Warded. Apa yg somewhat pecah? Emm. Brain infected w virus. Jangkitan kuman. Operation. Died of cns. Brain failure. Pergi. Dah pergi. Innalillah. Petang. Hujan. Apa lagi? I'm healthy but, what am I doing with my life? What am I now? Harap Nani dah contact semua kawan, dah puas jumpa family. Dah laksana semua yg wajib. Pergi lah. Tenang sana. Tak sakit lagi. Kami menyusul kemudian. Doakan Terus call Mimin. Tktahu nak tanya apa. Tktahu nak tanya cemana. Tp Mimin tahu. "Nani kenapa?" itu je mampu tanya - terus nangis. Belum tahu tp Nani yg aku kongsi dengan Mimin satu je. Baru kejap tinggalkan twitter. Akhir kali tgok masa kat kmpus. Kelas habis, sampai ke rumah, usai solat, tak tgok pun. Ingat nak tidur tp nak skrol twitter kejap. Nmpak nama Nani kat timeline. Banyak ni. Risau. Curious. Semua. Kenapa ni? In...

18:02 16/4/2014 Nurul Hanani binti Zahrin Kajang S1EP1 UPM, Age 20 1994 - 2014 Nanot. Pergi. Jantung berlubang. Dah sihat. Jatuh sakit. Pengsan. Warded. Apa yg somewhat pecah? Emm. Brain infected w virus. Jangkitan kuman. Operation. Died of cns. Brain failure. Pergi. Dah pergi. Innalillah. Petang. Hujan. Apa lagi? I'm healthy but, what am I doing with my life? What am I now? Harap Nani dah contact semua kawan, dah puas jumpa family. Dah laksana semua yg wajib. Pergi lah. Tenang sana. Tak sakit lagi. Kami menyusul kemudian. Doakan Terus call Mimin. Tktahu nak tanya apa. Tktahu nak tanya cemana. Tp Mimin tahu. "Nani kenapa?" itu je mampu tanya - terus nangis. Belum tahu tp Nani yg aku kongsi dengan Mimin satu je. Baru kejap tinggalkan twitter. Akhir kali tgok masa kat kmpus. Kelas habis, sampai ke rumah, usai solat, tak tgok pun. Ingat nak tidur tp nak skrol twitter kejap. Nmpak nama Nani kat timeline. Banyak ni. Risau. Curious. Semua. Kenapa ni...

Something scares me tonight. I do not know what it is but I feel really bad about it. I hate it when I am feeling this. I cannot sleep, cannot seem to have the interest in anything and I do not have the appetite to eat. Thus, this cause me to lose weight again. I have just gained some. You know what differs the ice cream from gelato? There are three things to keep in mind: the fat, air and temperature. Ice creams consist of creams and milk while gelatos are mostly milk. This makes gelatos less fatty compared to ice creams. Moreover, ice creams make up of more egg yolks. Air: Gelatos are stirred slower compared to ice creams because ice creams must be stirred faster to appear lighter. The textures are different too. Gelatos appear to be more thick, heavy and rich. Regarding the temperature, after all those facts above, ice creams are easier to melt than gelatos. Want to have a long stroll and slow talks? Choose gelatos. It lasts longer in cones and looks better after minutes. I kno...

"People don't come like those in John Green's imaginations" Some of us agree with this. I know it is quite true. Well, what? We are not expecting this kind of things to happen in our life exactly. That would be so not realistic. Yeah like, what? Are you some kind of a ten year old? You watch barbie movies frequently? And then you grow into a bunch of teens. That is when you will get to be in one of those so called John Green's imagination. Only this time you will realize it once it becomes a memory. Like, when I was in matriculation. I went through my John Green's imagination phase where I got this whole bunch of friends. I love them to bits and they somehow become a part of me and I cannot imagine my life without them. We were always hanging out together. One of us got transfered out from college and one had to leave. We missed each other. We went out to do things together. We took each other's belongings and kept those items (make them ours). Safe our...

Hahaha. Mereka kata kalau mimpi jadi yg sebaliknya. Takda doh, mimpi aku biasa berkias. Dia jadi ngam-ngam je mcm dlm mimpi. Dah agak dah mesti ada yang tak kena lah. Kalau dia dapat aku depan mata mati dah aku kena pukul macam dalam mimpi. Sekarang ni kena bahasa je sbb aku jauh. Yes. Nevertheless, banyak silap aku kat kawan sendiri. Terima je lah.