" OOHMERULE "

grrrrr , i am tasteless , NOT ! So , what do ya think ? Hahaa . The picture was taken on my 16th Birthday . Besides that major enormous lollypop , I also got some other presents . Chocolates are my all-time favourite - was given by a friend , of course . Hm , others ? I got a heart-decorated vase with 3 flowers keychain , a heavy Happy Birthday brick-like quote - i dont know what it was supposed to be called , even in Bahasa Melayu . Ngehehe ! and a red clock from Fatin Farhana so, I wont be late for school , again - but, of course I'll be late again . And , and a K I S S . wuuhuuu , I'm lovable . And got treated by some friends . It was fun . Friends from the class nextdoor sang the Happy Birthday song , too - let me think , uhm , they sang the song early in the morning . Geeeshh , i will remember that for as long as I'm living . Hehee . Kenape tibetibe bukak cerite pasal ulang tahun umur aku meningkat eah ? Hm , okay . Fullstop about that . I am your hero . Yeah , I want ...

sleeping the sorrow far away from my soul Ughh , esok ade acare sebelom sukan . Tak tahu lah ape acare ade esok tapi yang penting , petang kene ade dekat sekolah . Hahaa , malas laa balek rumah . Buang mase aku jea , hehe . Siyes cakap , kalau dah masok dalam rumah uh , susah nak kuaa balek . Grr , bukan nye kene penjare lahhh . Maksud aku , kalau dah balek rumah , takde transport nak pegy sekolah balek lah jawab nye . Macam hari nie lah , sepatut nye memang nak datang latihan sukan tadi tapi , ishhh , takkan aku nak pegy skola jalan kaki kott ? Penat laa . Kat luar tu , untuk pengetahuan umum , memang dah panas terik . Sume pasal orang kurang tanggungjawab lah tu . Suke suke nak lepas gas tu gas ini , nak sembur itu ini , tebang pokok sane , pencemaran kat sini , nak sangat keuntungan cepat - kononnye memudahkan hidup lah bagai . Hm , fact sebenar , tu sume sementare . Kalau hidup dalam hutan batu neh sekalipun , takkan ade makne nye kalau nak keluar rumah jea rase teraniaya kat ...

Tagged by : Nur Izzatie - hahaa , takkan curik pulakk Where is your cell phone ? . beside me - on the coushion Relationship ? . single Your Hair ? . baru gunting tapi dah panjang balekk ;D Work ? . homework You sister ? . takde sorg pun your favourite thing ? . beg sekolah tahun 2010 nehhh lah , cun weyh - BLUEE !! Your dream last night ? . lepak dengan kawankawan lame jea , bse jea kott Your favourite drink ? . baru sekali rase , sedapp . Gasoline Ice Blended Chocolate with Chocolate Sprinkles **drooling Your dream car ? . hm , entah . Belom fikir2kan lagy . Your shoes ? . kasot sekolah kat depan pintu rumah Your fears ? . selain Allah swt , takot kalau hilang ingatan ! What do you want to be after 10 years ? . dah 26 tahon uh , hm , I want to be a daughter that my parent could be proud of , GAHAHAA ! Who did you hang out with last weekend ? . dgn kawan2 kat tusyen jea Missing ? . loadddddsssss of friends ! What are you thinking about right now ? . mcm mane nak pujok balek member de...

i jump up high , i fly beneath the sky , i fall down to the ground Grr , cikgu tu suroh aku masok lompat tinggi lak . aku cakap jea aku taknak tapi diye suroh jugak . senior Form 5 kat situ pulak menyokong jea cikgu , hmm , belom sempat aku bantah ape ape , dah jea name aku disenarai dalam acare Lompat Tinggi . bedebah betol . suke suke jea , yg dapat azab badan aku neh jugak nanty . kalau lah cikgu Mazwan ade kat situ , tak payah aku cakap , mesty da disenarai hitam awal2 , kott . HAHAA . lagy best . masok due acare cukop lah , sygg oi . sampai 3 acare , abehh FULL - smpai tahap taleyh masok ape2 acare dah . Hahaaa , kelaka kan ? muke budak macam aku disuroh masok lompat tinggi tu ? da lahh tahon lepas smpai jea 90cm , da tak lepas dahh aku lompat , mcm tu nak aku masok brtanding ? ciss , muke aku lah buat malu rumah melewar nty , haha . jangan aku buat macam tahon lepas dah lah . aku cakap kat cikgu mase hari sukan uh yang kaki aku cedera , taleyh lompat , taleyh lari , hahaa ! pd...

grrrr , so much for a good stare than a good coffee time ? hehehee , baru tahun lepas aku tawu pasal Coffee Art ni . hm , menarik jugak kan ? wlaupun baru jea tawu tahun lepas , takde lah rase ketinggalan sangat sbb mesty ade org laen yg baru tawu skrng neh , wahahhaa ! pathetic , nak gelakkan org jea keje aku . grr , okehh , dari aku mengumpat pasal org , nak bagi pahala free free kat kau , baek aku buat pahala utk diri aku sndiri jea . selamat lah jugak akhirat aku , InsyaALLAH kann ;D hm , sebenar nye Coffee Art neh takde lah terhad dekat ilustrasi berok seekor nie jea , HAHAA . ade lah ilustrasi lain mcm , hm , galaksi dgn planet2 , bulan dgn bintang , org lidi maen salji tengah2 prgunungan Alps [ hahaa , gnung Alps tu tokok tmbah ] . lepas neh entah ape lah idea orang laen yang aku nak muat turon masok kat belogg neh kann . hm , aku BELOM ade cipta ape2 lagy lahh , nanti2 lah . sekarang tengah tengok cter Speed Racer , ade berok bawak knderaan ringan lak . nape lahh entri...

semua benda indah kalau kawankawan ade di sisi ahhh , tak tawu nak cakap ape dah . hm , tapi saje nak update belog neh . nak kasi diri aku tak bosan . pasal ape ? aku kadangkadang pegy tengoktengok belog aku neh , lepas tu rase mcm dah bosan nak mati . grr , sbena nye aku takde lah rase nak update sangat . cume , hm , bosan kott . tadi leka menyibuk kan diri using Ares Galaxy , cehheehe . memang suke menebeng kat situ kott . skodeng lagu punye lah lame , aku nak carik something utk telinga neh dengar . hahaa , tak tau lagu baru ape yang best , banyak bunyi sume cm same dengan jea masengmaseng . menyampah betol , lepas uh salu kuaa kat corong radio lak uh . last last , aku pun dah lame tak dengar radio . hahaha . tapi jumpe lagu yang aku nak carik tu wokk , ending aku carik lagu idaman era aku kecikkecik dulu , tapi aku dah pndai minat Cramberries , cehhh . Dolores punye suare cool weyh ;DD tibetibe teringat kat achik kantin kat sekola aku uh . mak oih , nak cakap dengan diye so...

it comes naturally and goes beautifully what's cookin ? hehe . it's been nearly uhm , 5 months since i can remember . burrrr , i should go and propose Billie Joe Armstrong instead . haha ! me ? proposing ? no no no . i wont do such thing . right now , i'm busy with stuff . and this stuff , i cant leave them . haha . didnt text anyone for weeks [ except for those who texted me first ] and feeling kind of bored . hehe . usually , i dont start a conversation but , since this friend didnt text me for one whole week , i started to feel left out . haha , takde lah tapi saje saje nak mesej . haha . so , one night , before i went to get some beauty sleep [ hahaa ] , i sent , " Good night " with a smiling face . but , didnt get any reply . it made me feel a little pissed off when the text was delivered !! that was so uncool . i hate ******************** . what am i ? ishh , dah lah member satu kepale aku dah bla . diye buleh buat aku macam nie ? huwaa huwaa . so ...

my life is fun , fantastic , enjoyable and all hey hey . today i went back to school . burrr , was okay . uhm , yeaaaaaaahh , you know what okay means . now , i dont know what else i could do . i know i must be doing my homework or do some quick revision now but , i just cant stick with school books . they're not boring , they're not a burden to my whole skeleton , it's just me . i dont stick to things for long . i got bored easily . haha . sometimes , it was not boredom but , it was something else . lazy ? hahaa , whatever . the day was okay , as i told you . i didnt do things much . hm , i giggled in class , i joked with friends , i stole food [ haha , NOT ] , i ate on recess , i yawn in the middle of the afternoon , i skipped class , i went to the class nextdoor , i operated things [ it was fun , i guess ] , i blinked my eyes , i told stories , i sat with my friends , i saw people doing things , i made the teacher ask me " what's wrong? " , i accide...

i ran , i jumped , i didnt look retarded boo hoo hoo , hm , i have had the instict to write another entry when i published the last one . so , here it comes , my darling ! hahaa , suke suke hati jea panggil ' darling ' . i'm pretty sure you've read the title . well , if you dont read it yet , do it now . haha , i dont mind if you dont . uhm , the first Thurday of the month February . it was good . i can hardly remember the badd times . yeah , i dont have to think of it if i dont want to . last week , i've got my number topped up . hehee . i went to top it up with a friend after the school ended . willing to accompany me and even offered the ears to hear me and laugh at my jokes which are good most of the times . haha , i'm such a blabber box when i'm all alone with only a friend by my side . yeahhh . i may not have any other time to have that kind of walk with that friend since the principal of TTJ agreed to another student - which happen to be my friend...

some part of me felt missing how i hope life could be so much more fun and interesting but , the current life that i'm living in is pretty good itself . its like this , i never thought that the first month of 2010 would be , well , kind of something that you wait for but then , it began to fall apart and come crashing on me somehow . now , i feel like some part of me is missing . since the very beginning , I HATE TO SAY GOODBYE ! yeah , i dont need to but , its like , i dont know what else or what other words i could tell them . just a simple goodbye and , puff , they're gone - no where to be seen . it feels so much worse when i feel like i was left behind . gosh , i cant think of a better way . well , i dont know . i just , dont know what to do . i wont cry infront of them because just by crying , things cant be stopped that simple and i knew it . so , i dont cry when i tell them good bye . a good bye ? i think there couldnt be any ' good bye ' , could it ? stil...